"There's no right or wrong, just consequences."
[language abuse and blood warning]
Y/N opened her eyes squinting at the harsh light just above her head. Everything seems familiar. The difference is this stinging pain on her head and a screeching sound on her ear. It didn't feel right as she held her knees together and cried while hitting her own head but it felt numb.
A figure walks closer and its steps were muted by the static noise on her head. The figure turns out to be a man and came under the light stopping her from squinting over the tears. He towers at her shrunken form with a smile plastered in his beautiful face. But the smile is sinister and scary.
The figures face started to clear up and Y/N cried louder. In attempt to hide from him, she buries her head in her knees. She remember now and this scene screams that she failed. Y/N just need to know the consequences of her rushed choice.
"I warned you." Suga spoke between gritted teeth. He crouched on your level and held both of your cheeks in a tight grip.
The anger and fear in your eyes amused Suga, "You've been a very bad and disobedient kitty." he kissed your forehead but you jerk your head away from him.
He furrowed his eyebrows and licked his lips, "Okay." he said in an offended tone. Suga stood up and backs away to walked farther in the dark. There's a long metal table that clinks when Suga did something but the dental chair is nowhere.
At the farther back the familiar faint red lights lit an idea on your head as you tried to run. But the chains (you just noticed) stopped you from escaping again.
This time the cuffs are fit on your wrist and are linked to the floor along with both your legs. Sharp spikes run along the outer of the cuffs as you try to push it up and out your arm or legs but it was like customized and made just for your misery, it didn't even budge.
A defeat scream left your chords but came out as croaked and muffled by continuous sniffs and sobs.
"You should listen to me now Y/N." his voice filled the empty room, "I thought it was going well." he continue without sparing a glance. "How deceiving of you." he didn't bother hiding the disappointment on his voice as he makes his way to you once again.
He scoffed, "Listen here Y/N." you looked up at him but not looking into his eyes, they were those scary and emotionless eyes that could kill whoever they want without hesitation. He looked down at your form while you continue to sniff and sob, now silent and just heavy breathing.
Anger slowly seeped into your mind but not enough to dominate the fear and odd sadness on your features. "You escaped when I told you not to. That's not good and you should be punished." he said seriously and deeper than usual, "It's not something sexual, you whore."
That is what's left to trigger your blind anger, you were tiny compared to him yet your subconscious proudly flashed the distaste of his words on your features. Your eyes flickered to his and let's just say he did not like the way you looked at him.
"What the fuck are you staring at you stupid slut!" he used his knee to kick your jaw making your head snap back with a painful crack. A pool of tears rush out of your eyes as you hiss in pain wanting to massage on the painful part.
"I loved you. Y/N." Suga crouched on your level and held your chin. You felt like sleeping yet you managed to answer him with a look full of hatred, no love evident.
Suga furrows his eyebrows and study your features. He then grab a handful of your hair, harshly and utter these words bitterly,
"I STILL DO. FUCK!"
He smashed your head at the floor with uncontained strength as his emotions drove him mad. Safe to say that he didn't like your stare much worse than the first one.
Blinking slowly at how your vision doubles and sways side to side, you felt weak. An agonizing pain is felt at your head as you lay limply on the floor. The vision focuses and you could see blood oozing from your head and trickling down to spread on the floor.
The excruciating pain felt too much that you couldn't cry but tears fell instinctively. You tried sitting back up though limp as your body couldn't stop shaking. Blood now runs on your cheeks down.
Suga stood up and cough, it's quite chilly. "A knife, do you know what it does?" he asked, chuckling and you rolled your eyes instinctively and looked down.
The audacity of this subconscious uwu
Yoongi tugged on your hair as you're forced to look up. Your neck is angled in an uncomfortable and painful position but you could only whimper.
"It slices, Y/N and it cuts as well." he said as a matter-of-factly. He retrieved a pocket knife. "This is.." he took the knife out and grabbed your wrist then swiped the knife horizontally at your forearm like an ATM card to a machine. You shout so hard that it began to fade into a groan and whimper, "for slicing." he continued.
"You're so naughty babygirl." he continues to cut your palms, legs and various parts. The attempt to snatch your arms back felt useless given your broken and weak state. You could only let your tears fall.
He chuckled and pushed you back and you lie down like a sack of nothing. "You could've let it be til the end, you stupid piece of shit." he stab your shoulder furiously, blood oozes out of the wound and down to spread at the dirty floor of where you two first met.
You shut your eyes in pain. Throat feels immensely dehydrated when you tried to project the pain in shouting. You felt helpless right now and always has been.
"You loved me right?" his eyes were desperate to hear what he wanted to and tears were running as well. You couldn't retort back when your eyes felt heavy. The lack of answer made him mad then he shouts before stabbing your sternum, repeatedly.
You coughed blood and squeaked his real name, enough for him to hear, "yoongi," you're heartbeat went slow and you wanted him to stop stabbing you further.
"Princess?" he cried, he sounded sad as he carefully placed your head on his lap while tears drop on your cheeks. You tried your best to pry open your eyes when it closes.
Yoongi's face is full of regret as he nervously bit on his upper lip. "W-what did I do?" he whispered dropping the knife then his trembling hands cupped your cheeks. You blink slowly at his confusing demeanor. It's like he's another person. Is he?
"I... I love you. I wont hurt you again if you'll be good okay?" he said softly, afraid to be too loud. But his words were again muted by a deafening sound. You winced in pain and grimaced.
Could you still live?
He stood up and carried you in his arms, your heartbeat goes slower and slower then he threw you back to the ground.
"You thought?"
Suga laughed insanely and kicked your body before walking out
,leaving you on the ground, drenched in your own blood.