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Chapter 17 - Jake POV

She's sobbing, clearly embarrassed. I got to hug her and she seems hesitant but let's me.

"Liv..."

She looks up at me.

"Why are you so upset?"

"Because this is so embarrassing. It's me, Liv the 21 year old virgin. How pathetic. You must think I'm such a loser and be so disappointed you almost had sex with me"

"No, no, no! Absolutely not. I'm a bit surprised, based off the underwear choice, you seemed experienced. I'm a little disappointed." She looked up horrified. "But only because it seems like you weren't going to tell me it was your first time?"

"No I wasn't going to tell you. You would have just wanted to stop because I'm such a loser! Why else would you care other than that being a reason for you to not want me!"

"Well it matters because it happens a little different your first time." She looked confused. "If I hadn't know I wouldn't have been as gentle."

"Who said I wanted you to be?" She asked, no longer crying

This made me laugh "well Mrs. Madison, if you want it rough" I winked at her. "But really, this doesn't make me feel any different about you Olivia. I've always found you attractive and I've had a crush on you all year. Every time you come over with Maggie to hang out with Sawyer, I see more of your personality and I've grown to really like you. I was so happy to finally work up the nerve to talk to you Monday."

The elevator opened in the first floor and she reached passed me and pushed the button to go back up to the fourth floor.

"Well I'm glad you worked up the nerve too" she said seductively. It was so hot.

When we got back to my floor I made sure Zeke wasn't around and we anxiously walked into my dorm.

"Are you sure?" I asked her. She nodded her head yes shyly. "No Liv, I need you to say the word yes, and if you ever want to stop, just say so okay?"

"Yes, okay" she eagerly replied. She then reached forward and finished unbuttoning my shirt and pulled if off.

Fuck this was so hot.

We both took a moment to get our shoes off and she went for my belt. But now I was so hard. I wanted her so badly.

I then unzipped her dress and she moved it to let it fall to the floor, revealing this incredibly hot white lingerie.

"Oh fuck" I gasped making her blush, she looked away. "Are you sure this is the first time" I teased "because you really know how to turn a guy on".

"Lets go to the bed" she said in a hushed voice. I can tell she has short breath. She wants this as bad as me.

We start making out as we stumble to the bedroom. I'm trying to to trip as I walk backwards. When we get to the bed she pushes me down and then straddles me.

I let out another "Oh Fuck" and this made her more shy. I could tell she got away from her self and didn't know what to do next. She got very red and got off of me.

"I'm sorry. I don't know why I did that. I don't know what I'm doing" she apologized.

"No no no, don't be sorry. I'm so turned on by you. I want to fuck you so bad." That made her smile.

"I want you to fuck me" she said clearly trying to sound sexy, but I could tell she was a bit nervous.

"Want to get this off?" I asked referring to her underwear.

"Mmhmm" she said leaning to give me access to untie it. As soon as she was naked I wanted to melt. She was so fucking hot.

I grabbed a condom and then got on top of her.

"It might hurt..." I said to her