Dreaming of all my fantasy crushes was such therapy. My cat spirit helps me every day to find a solution to my problem. You might ask what a cat spirit is. Well, a cat spirit is your guide, your guardian, your spirit, in the body of a cat. Only you can hear it talking to you. It took days, weeks, and months for me to find it. Well, I won't lie, but it was worth it to wait. I leave it at home and when I'm back it always complains. But I love it so I can't be tired of it.
Someone knocked at my door, I just ignored it like the other day. School is not worth going to. I have enough knowledge to graduate but my mom won't accept it. She says I have to go, if I don't, I'll lose so much that I won't get jobs. But, I don't care, I could just do a spell and the day after I'm rich. My mom doesn't want me to do it. She says I'm too lazy and I need to work.
" Wake up little bird, today you have school ", said a woman while I could hear her heels hitting the floor at each step she takes. I turned around and sleep again. Later on, she opened the curtains and I could feel the sunlight hitting my eyes. I took my pillow and throw it on my face. But the woman pulled the blanket, waking me up.
" Mom let me sleep. ", I said in a sleepy voice. I won't say that I hate school but I HATE it. Everyone is a bully there except my friends, my real friends Rena and Kehlani, Melanie, Heyana, Kagami, Maricruz, and Ziva. They are the only friends that are there for me. And the only one I trust.
" Wake up lazy girl," she said while taking off my blanket. It was so cold that I started trembling. Even leaves can't tremble like me. Mom couldn't be with me and called Kai and Cameron. I immediately stood up and ran to the bathroom. Well, Kai and Cameron have the bad habit of either pulling me out of my bed or tickling me to death and neither of them is a good idea.
Quickly I was already down. I decided to pull on my usual nerd clothes. I don't wear glasses. Not that kind of nerd. I put pair of black jeans, a white blouse, and a black hoodie. I'm a modern nerd. I tied my hair in a ponytail and tied the lace of my black and white converse.
I walked to the kitchen where everyone was. Laurie was there taking snaps until she saw me. She stopped, turned around, and smiled at me. She welcomed me to sit next to her but I just ignored her and walked to Kai, sitting next to him. Laurie looked down at her food and played with it a little before taking a bite. " You should not ignore her, you know ", whispered Kai before taking a bite of his food. " Family is before popularity ", I said before taking my bag and walking away. " Where are you going before eating your food? " My mom said while frowning. I turned to her and smiled before saying, " I'm going to school. " " Let me drop you. ", Said Kai with a sweet voice and a warm smile. I returned his smile and shook my head. " I need some fresh air and school is not that far I can walk you know. " I turned around and walked towards the door. It's rude what I did but family is before popularity and she doesn't care about her family.
In school, as soon as I put one foot at the school entry my bullies came out of nowhere. Megane Turner is Laurie's social # best friend. And Orlando Rodriguez is her boyfriend #spanishpoop. Regina "Gina" Mitch is dumb of all but the biggest bitch ever. They came next to me and pulled my hair to a dark corner and start hitting me until Rena came to school. I was pretty beaten and could barely stand up. Rena kicks Gina and grabs me. Taking me to the clinic. I hate there everything is so beurk. I can barely breathe there. Rena went to class while I stayed there in the clinic. We all have the same class. How do you think we became friends?
Emilie walked in and sat next to me. Emilie is the school nurse. She's pretty nice and kind. We became pretty close since I come in and go out of this clinic every single day. " Are you okay? Are you awake? " She said in a worried tone. I sat up and nod to her. " Thank you, Emilie. What would I have done without you? " I said with a little smile to her. " You'll be dead " I lightly laugh even though it was hurting. With every laugh that came out, I could feel my bones cracking. " Your sister gave you this. She wanted to stay but she had to leave " she said, giving me a letter and a bag. " Let me guess to not stay with her unpopular sister. Her followers will be sad about her reaction. Tell her she can keep her pity. " I said turning my head to the wall not accepting the letter and the bag. " I know that you don't want to see her. But she always comes to see you when you are in the clinic. She cares about you. Even she doesn't show it. And it's not pity. You can't be angry by your blood" She said. I looked at her with an angry face. " If she cares so much she wouldn't let her friends do what they are doing. She will be with me and not those fake dogs thirsty for popularity. They are behind her for her fame. If she loses everything they won't care so much about her. They will leave her. I want to protect her but she ain't listening to me. " I said almost tearing up. I burst out of the clinic hurt as hell and walk back to class. Like I barge in like a walking dead and went to my chair. The teacher saw me, looked down, and continue his class. Everyone know my problems but I refused help multiples time.
It was lunchtime, I went to my usual eating place because I realized I forgot my meals while going to school. I took the bag that my sister gave me earlier and finally looks inside with a small note. I could see my lunch box in the bag. I took the paper and read it. " I knew you won't read the letter and you'll take the bag. I know your curiosity well sis don't dumb me. You forgot your lunch this morning and you are right family is before friends and popularity. Find me at the cafeteria at a lunch time if you want. I won't force you but I'll wait there. " I smiled at the small note and run to the cafeteria. If my sister said that. I need to see her. As soon as my sister is okay I'll be okay. Well coming to school and my sister listening to me after so many years well even pain won't kill me.
I walked to the cafeteria to see my sister all alone. I sat next to her and felt pretty awkward to be in the cafeteria right now after so long...