The flowers are blooming,and the trees are gleefully dancing as I spend my break at the rooftop.
As we eat the chocolate I bought for him, I puffed my cheeks with how sweet it tastes..he then smiles at me "It's sweet isn't it??"he says with a smile as lovely as an angel, my chest felt tingly "Yeah..it's..sweet.." I stated while staring at his sweet smile, wondering how it tasted sweeter than how it was supposed to be when he smiled at me.
I placed my hands on my cheeks and look away as I feel it get flushed "Vhionne?,what's the matter?" He asks as he leans closer that made my heart beat faster.
He touches my cheeks that made me turn my head his way,shocked with how close he is I froze, he then bumps his forehead with mine "You don't seem to have a fever..why are you so red..do you feel hot?"
He utters in confusion, as I feel his warm hands upon my cheeks,he was so close,I even felt his breathe in my skin,with how close we were it was as if we were about to kiss "I-I'm fine I guess..but you're s-so...close" I mumble to him but was loud enough that he backed away quickly in shock.
"I..I'm sorry that was rude of me" He says while he covers his face with one hand, but wasn't enough to cover his red face entirely...I gazed at him as I fret over his charming features,'pointy nose,sharp jaw,slightly large adams apple,musculine hands and plump lips--' I thought to myself as he cut me off my daydream.
"Vhionne if you stare too much..uh.." He says as he avoids my gaze,I snap back to reality and get embarrassed..I turned my gaze away as well and look down 'That was very bold of you Vhionne...why do you always do embarrassing things my dearest self' I cry to my self as the awkward silence fills in the both of us.
I open my mouth and hesitate what to talk about,so that it would break this frozen silence...RING!!RING!! I hear something ring but I don't feel my phone vibrate,I look up to him to see if it was coming from him and "What.." I see an alarm head.
I woke up in my bed,it's 7:27 in the morning,and that dream,was me reminscing about my first love which I CAN'T REMEMBER WHO!!
I scratch my head finding myself in a displeased mood,
"Damn..WHY CAN'T I JUST REMEMBER WHAT HIS NAME IS OR EVEN HOW HE LOOKS LIKE!!!" I scream to myself as I click my tongue. I stand up as I prepare to go to school.
Going downstairs I see a sticky note on the refrigerator saying "I left your lunchbox at the oven,I had to leave early for work,don't forget to bring your lunchbox!!
-Sister". I open the oven and place the lunchbox inside my bag so that I won't forget about it. I then run hurriedly to school as for my homeroom starts at 7:50 and its currently 7:42 "shit".
I walk in to the class room which I have barely made in time for,as I remove my earphones, someone spoke to me "If you didn't run 2 minutes faster you would've been told off by the long speech of school regulations by Ms.Grumpy lol" my friend Theo says as he giggles.
"Yeah, that would be a real problem for me since I hate those kind of things" I replied as I sit next to him. "Like loud people..?"he says resting his face on his hands while looking at me "Not really,thing I hate depends on my mood,and to point it out you're also a loud one" I replied smiling at him,the teacher entered the classroom.
We stood up,greeting her goodmorning welcoming her with respect. "Sit down,everyone",We sat back and took out our text books.
"Hahaha, so? you had a dream about 'him' again??" He uttered defining the word 'him',I glare at him,"Aw come on don't be so grumpy so early in the morning! Smile a little! like this you see!" He says this placing his fingers in both ends of his smile.
"THE TWO OF YOU AT THE BACK PAY ATTENTION TO CLASS!!",the teacher yelled at us which made the others turns their heads to look at the two of us..and this attention made me feel overwhelmed..
I stood up "I'm sorry ma'am it won't happen again, let me excuse ourselves for me and my friend we're exchanging greetings to each other" I explained as I bowed to her amd sat down."Aren't you an obedient student,hmm..,I'll let it slide this time" she looks around seemingly glaring at us "I remind everyone in this class that you better behave yourselves as I am the one who grades all of you and that your behaviour affects those precious grades" she says in a cunning tone and goes back to where she left off.
"You're so brave Vhionne where does that bravery come from?" Theo whispers at me sarcastically.."Grumpy as ever" I heard coming from the student at my back..I felt chills run down me as this boy has a very low voice for a freshman..'His voice was so low but it's definitely pleasant to hear' I thought to myself as I straighten my back and listen to the lesson..
'I wonder if I'll be able to meet my first love again' I randomly thought to my self,as I close my eyes for a few minutes thinking that if only I could steal a glance in how he looks like or who he is,I'd love to know what kind of guy my first love is..
Thinking that,I sigh to myself forgetting about the guy at my back,'Did I just think of someone???' I mumbled to myself forgetting what I was thinking about for a while ago.. 'Strange..I was definitely thinking about someone or about a sound I heard??maybe just my imagination' I sigh to myself not minding whatever sound I had heard..
It's now lunch break, Theo and I went to the rooftop to meet up with our friends,Evie,Cyril,and Kaethy.We had a conversation like we normally do,nothing seems to be odd,but everytime we go at the rooftop I can't help but notice how there seems to be another person with us each time we eat our lunches,it's not a scary feeling,more of a sense of curiousity.
"Vhionne? What's wrong? you seem to be occupied with your thoughts,you've been quiet for a while now.."Cyril asking me that made their fun chattering stop."It's nothing,I'm just curious about something" I replied."Ehhh? You've always been like that Vhionne,you're like a walking robot brimming with curiosity about how humans breathe lol" Evie sarcastically teased me."Well yeah I also can't help but notice that you've always been curious about the littlest things,with how smart you are right now I just cant imagine how much knowledge your brain even contains,I'm hella jealous" Theo exclaims as he pouts.
"Hahhaha but the only flaw in your brain is that you have a weak memory,and as worse as it can get making you forget who your first love is HAHAHA"Kaethy stated,as it remind me about my dream from earlier.
"I'm so unfortunate that my dreams gave me a chance to see who he is, but my brain refuses to remember what he looks like or what his voice even sounds"I stated as I frown a little,Theo lets out a small sigh as he flicks me in between my brow breaking my frown "Ackk!! that hurts" I wail in a hopeless tone."Stop frowning you'll get wrinkles" Theo warned me.
"Ohhh?~~ isn't the highest posibility that your first love is Theo?? I mean you two were friends since middle school, isn't that right?" Kaethy comments as she winks on us, "EXACTLY!!YOU TWO LOOK SO COMPATIBLE! I LIKE IT! IT'S LIKE A DRAMATIC ROMANCE WHERE YOU DATE YOUR CHILDHOOD FRIEND!!EEK!"Evie squeals.
While I glance at Theo he seems to be clouded with other thoughts as though I can't see his reaction,but I can see his ears turning red as Evie and Kaethy continue to tease him. "They might be joking but as for what I can see,they are precisely correct,don't you think he might be the first love that you have been looking for?" Cyril utters, that only I could hear.
"I've thought about it for a long time too, but every time I join them together it just doesn't feel right,as if there's a big difference about their identities. I don't mean to exclude him as a possibility but, he told me himself that it really wasn't him. Maybe, just maybe, that first love I had was from another school.."I uttered completely unsure of what I have said.
We remained silent as Evie and Kaethy continue to tease Theo, and as have I mindlessly forgotten about the curiousity I felt as for who was the other person that was with us each time we visit the rooftop..