I hurt myself knowing what I did was wrong, and I know your de- gone, buy I can't help but think "what if you where still here? Would I do what I did, or would I stop him?"
You being gone is really getting to me now, I think I see you everywhere, But I know it's not you.
I almost jumped of our balcony this morning, well.. my balcony, because I really miss you, I can't deal wit all this stress on my own.
Why did you do what you did.