I attended his funeral today. When I saw the coffin my heart shattered. He promised me he would always be there, he told me he wouldn't leave me.

"HE PROMISED" I sobbed onto my best friends shirt.

"Shh it will be okay" We need you to be strong, don't let your fears over come you" Jimin tried to calm me down.

As soon as I got home, I ran into our room, well my room. I put on his favourite shirt, got on the bed, curled into a ball and started to sob.

Thoughts wondered into my mind. I lay there paralysed, my fears finally getting to me. I started to shiver, cold chills make their way down my back. 

He isn't here to help me,  I started to sob even more. Whispers every where. Oh god I'm gonna go crazy with out you.