Rojin leaned and started to kiss my neck. I couldn't eat. My appetite was gone so I got up with a plate in my hands and ran to the kitchen. He somehow let my hand go.
Junu saw me run inside.
"Are you ok?" she asked looking at the plate.
"I am," I replied.
"Why didn't you...."
"I am so sorry Junu. I couldn't finish it,"
"It's ok. It happens," she said taking a plate from my hand and placing it on the sink.
"I don't hate anything more than throwing food away,"
"Don't worry. There are cows. They will eat it."
"But..."
"Kaisa. If not you, cows will eat it. Don't feel bad," she said.
There was a cow farm near our house. Junu took leftover food, vegetables whatever we had there to feed the cows. Sometimes I would even ask her to take fruits with her. I loved cows and we bought milk from the same farm.
