A week has passed since I came out and all that I will say is that the whole celebration/happy go lucky mood is still on even now.
I don't really think that they will actually stop this or even get tired of it, at least until something way WAY huge happens like one of us dropping out of school or one of getting a lover or something like that.
Either way I have finally finished the list of what I wanted to do this summer and now school is just around the corner. This weekend we are going family-school-shopping and I don't know if I should be excited or scared.
last year it was fun, before that year it was emotionally painful and the year before before that was hell! so really I don't know what to think about this year. Leah and Kris also agree with me on this but it's not like we can chicken out if we do we will definitely regret it.
The only time we have ever chickened out on the family-school-shooping we ended up getting what our parents call surprises. That year we got the COMPLETE opposite of what we wanted and asked for. Since then no matter how much emotional or physical pain we probably will get from going there we would always ALWAYS go...
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" Are we sure we are prepared?? " I ask Leah since she's the oldest.
" Well we are as prepared as we can... "
"I really don't want to go... " Kris says. out of all of us Kris is the only one who got more scared of the family-school-shopping than both me and Leah.
" Neither do I " I say
" Same here. But we have to unless we want to repeat the 'surprises' " Leah said. We all agree to go after a moment of having memories of the 'surprises' flash before us.