I'm still in the hospital as of today, My doctor said that I should rest for today. So I'm leaving this here. Kindly skip this chapter if its not catching you. Though it's kind of boring in the hospital, no one is visiting me and as if no one cares about me makes me cry. My parents doesn't wanna involve themselves to me, similar to this story? But if I only have someone beside me I would never thought of this sadness. It's so lonely, that no one is there for you when you need them. I want to be reborn, but will it be the same if I were be to get reborn? It might be the same. Will my life does have a chance to change? It's so similar to the progonist of this story, the only different is now she have someone to lean on, she have someone to protect, and someone to talk to when she is feeling down while in my case. No one is there, even my family abandoned me. I don't understand why am I still living in such state? How can this be?
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