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Chapter 181 - Not By Me

Why can't I? Why won't you let me be

I've been slaying since even before I was 16

Is it because I wanna stay

That everything had to change?

Stagnation, death of creation, yeah I get it

But why am I always forced out

Left with no other options than to leave now

You forged my signature, made my choice

Burned my bridges and evaporated my alternatives

Gave me the short end of the stick

Yet still had the gall to cut it further

Let me in just to kick me back out

False hope and false promises encircle your propriety 

Egging things, leading me on, to abandon me

As if that wasn't enough, you had to go

Scale things up, forcing others unnecessarily

Now 6 titantics' worth of casualties

Are all sent packing, on short notice

Corporates' message to all of the

Sprouts of individuality marked rebellion

Wiped out like the small brush fires they represented

All I wanted was a home where I could grow

Since I'm the type to plant my roots deep

Building up others' business and contriving

The skills needed for my future of choice

Everyone is so quick to hire and fire systematically 

What happened to letting results prove our worth?

I excel when the stakes are high, when time is short

I'm worth my salt and I'd rather grind a grit 

A thousand times before just up and quitting

The biggest obstacle is being allowed a single chance

Sure you sign me up for the trial run but

Then also decided to unsubscribe before you

Could fully appreciate the perks of my clutch time

Now I have to wait until I'm granted access to showcase my grand slam

Just remember that on the day I left

It was decided so by you, NOT by me