(Freddie POV)
If I remember it, I think it was like the time before we head to the roller coaster ride.
I was a little tensed and was sweating all over my hands and body. my arms were tied in the same place as it was following the schema of 'getting up and walk through the stairs and silently sit on the seat I was given to.
but inside
I was thinking to ask her out once again. but, with doubts. I was trying so hard to speak. but those questions in m mind blocking me to do so.
"have I make her trust me enough?
is her heart opens up to me?
can she accepts me this time?"
pretty exhausting right?
yup, it is difficult to ask a girl especially when you are already in a friend-zoned. my facial expressing were quite happy but inside I was screaming to say out loud.
Before I can start I want you to understand what I'm going to all these times. a world only can better describe this feeling.
"horrible"
I can't tell when I can be free from that zone. but I should try at least. for the final time. if she wasn't willing to go out with me this time. I should stop and move on.
so I collected my courage and at the final. I just don't know how? I have the chance to speak to her, luckily given by Mint. I think he has read my fake expression.
"Hey, Freddie why don't you sit next to Jasmine. come hurry and accompany her on this ride."
he smiled and blocked Pham to sit next to her. and asked Pham to sit with Eric. she wasn't looked bothered at all. maybe she understands the situation, or maybe she just doesn't care who sits beside her she only wants to ride.
I somehow praise my courage and sit next to her. I looked sideways at her face, she was happily smiling while look wonderful, she was pretty I muttered and smile 😊.
"Everyone please faster your belt."
and they suggest to passenger and check everyone before the ride started.
I looked at her again she looked excited and happy. the ride was going to the top of the sky and my heart was beating for two reasons 1 because of the ride and 2 for the reason for this feeling. I don't want to wait longer, as the ride was moving up. I stable my emotional status and looked at her before a few seconds left for the final point of the drop, I spoke out loudly.
"Jasmine, I might not have this chance again."
"wait what are you saying?"
"Please don't speak, you made me more nervous, just listen."
she signed ok 👌 with her hands.
"I know, It might be too sooner to say this to you. but I don't think I can hold any longer, it's finally the tile for me to speak my heart out and free from this friend zone."
she seems quite serious.
"look, I might not be the guy you have a desire. and you don't want to hurt again with the relationship. I don't know if I'm the one who can heal your damaged heart. but I'll make sure I will try my best to make you happy and feel safe. I want to show you the beauty of love and admire. if I'm still can be the lucky guy
can you be my girlfriend?"
I asked her with my wholehearted out of my mouth.
I was wondering what she will say she smiled before the ride drops.
and she said.
"yes"
that was wonderful right?
It should have to be this beautiful, 🤩 looked so charming and promising like a drama.
it would good if this whole scenario would have happened.
but, unfortunately, it was just my dream😜.
remember? Jasmine is not present with us in the park. she is. or in Bangkok. she asked us to meet directly on the trip.
😛
so sorry for this prank.