Skepsi frowned, sensing how Eldrian's mood was growing lower and lower. An air of depression surrounding the kid she had come to talk to. Something she certainly did not want. After all, she went through all the trouble to get an avatar to find some entertainment.
Regardless of how the goddess was feeling, thinking of all the times he had failed would naturally influence Eldrian. Finally, he came to the event she must be hinting at. Long ago, when he still knew nothing and had gone to Avgi to save Vivian.
His greatest failure.
Diades. He could pin that on the legends, existences that no one but the gods could contain. But this one... this one was entirely on him.
The loss was entirely on him thinking, falsely, they could safely return to the army.
The death of all girls they had saved from the goblins was on him. As well as the deaths of all the elites who had come with him.