The Life Of Jordi Hampton

Hello there! I'm Jordi Hampton! I'm not sure what to put in this... so-called-diary.. but I guess I'll write a slightly detailed paragraph or two on my everyday life! So, for today, you can learn about me! Hm.. I'm pretty boring.. so..- Well... for starters, I'm a female, I'm a fox, so I have a fox tail and ears, and I'm gay. I've been hit on by so many men I can't even remember the last time a female asked me out. I'm pretty sure most of them think I'm straight, because when they see me they stare for a moment like they want to say something, then I start to walk over and their eyes widen as they blush and turn away.... So there's that.. I actually see a lot of females that I would consider dating if I got to know them. But I don't, So I shut my mouth and keep walking. I've learned from years of experience that If someone doesn't seem to care about you, it means that they don't. I had a friend named Coral, she was popular, and pretty, and the older we got, the more we stopped talking, and eventually she kind of just started to ignore me. If I had waved at her in the hall way she wouldn't even care to glance at me. It made me pretty sad, but that's the world for you. Everyone's fake... My dad, all of my friends. Even when my ex was my boyfriend {before I found out I was gay} he was abusive, and he would always go clubs and bang other girls. I just wanted to feel loved.. even if it was fake... but, by then I realized that not everyone deserves a secondary chance. I have my dad plenty of chances, but eventually he got so upset with me trying to stand up for myself..that he... he'd start hitting me with bottles, and they would break as soon as they hit my head.. "You're so stupid.. why can't you just be NORMAL?!" He'd always scream at me, then slam me against the ground and make cuts all over me until there was a puddle of blood on the floor. I stopped feeling anything anymore. It repeated every day that I got used to it. I'd go to school with bandages all over my body and some girls would make fun of me for being worthless. At that point I felt no need to live. I was waking to the roof and took off my jacket and shoes. I stood on the edge and looked down. "Erm...excuse me..?" I looked behind me. A girl stood where my shoes and jacket were, and she was tilting her head. I'm pretty sure she was a leopard. Higher rank then me.. "Please be careful, we don't want you to fall off, so we?" She said. She walked over to me and grabbed my hands. Her skin was so smooth.. mind we're like sandpaper. She pulled me away from the edge of the roof and we sat down. I didn't say anything.. "so...why are you up here without your shoes or a sweater.. it's cold.." she said. I pointed to my shoes and jacket on the ground. She went over and picked them up. "Are you gonna day anything..?" She asked. I shrugged, because I didn't want her to hear my voice. It was high and annoying, or that's what everyone said. "I..I'm Zay.." she said. "Zay is a pretty name.." I said. Shat- why did I speak?! Her eyes widened. She moved closer to me. "Wow..! Your voice is so cute! You sound like an anime girl!" She looked so amazed and intrigued. My eyes widened. "R- really..?" I said. "Yes! Yes yes yes!" She screeched. She ran over and hugged me really tight. "Eh-? W- what-" I stuttered. I always stutter when I'm nervous.. or sometimes when I'm flustered. Most likely flustered. I felt like her aura, she seemed so bright.. and beautiful.. she was amazing. "So.. you are..?" She asked. "A- ah..right.. I-I'm Jordi.." I said. She complimented my name and stood up. She reached out her hand for me to grab.. I stood up and hugged her. She smelled like roses and daisies. She was so warm I wanted to stay there in that hug forever.. I don't why, but at that moment.. I felt like something had turned on inside of me. Something that was happy, and bright, and warm, and full of beauty. There was a spark that had just lit inside of me. I hugged her tightly for a moment then let go. "Hey Jordi..? How old are you..?" She asked. Huh? "Seventeen.." I said. "Eighteen," she replied. She grabbed the back of head, she pulled me in really close... and then she kissed me.