Krist could not stop crying. Even Ice made him a soup, and gave him milk to calm him down, but his tears could not stop shedding while drinking it.
Gunsmile turned back to him to apologize. He said that he was just doing his job, but Krist just threw a book to his poor P' and ignored him.
He understood why Gunsmile had to do what he did, but it doesn't mean that Krist was no longer angry on him. He is protected by them, he was also spoiled by his brothers, and they always let him do what he wants to do.
But he can not believe that Singto is a criminal. Whether he beats the police, it is likely to defend himself. Krist saw Singto's condition when he found him in his clinic, it can't be that he's guilty.
He does not feel at ease when he's at home, so he took a bath and changed his clothes. He told them that he will go to the clinic so he immediately called Kong to come over.
He took the leash of Kongpob and attached it to his before they came out. He can not stop worrying about Singto. What if he was right and he is not really a bad person?
What if the young man is in danger today? How will he protect himself now that he's in prison?
What if the corrupt policemen are the guilty ones? They're definitely going to kill Singto.
Krist reached to his clinic and opened the door. Kong was barking and his tail began to stir. He was stunned. Besides him, there is one another person whom Kongpob always longer to see.
He quickly went inside and closed the door. Someone held and pulled him into the clinic and gave him an aggressive kiss on his lips. He was holding on his nape to hug him tightly
"Singto!" He exclaimed when Singto released his lips. He hugged him tightly.
"What are you doing here?"
Just then, Krist noticed that they were not only the two of them in the reception area of the clinic. There are three handsome men standing behind Singto and watching them.
Krist felt the blush on his cheeks, so he immediaately broke out from Singto's embrace.
"Singto,we have other people here." he said.
The man laughed. He presented him to three men smiling. "My work colleagues." Singto said.
Krist looked at them. They are really tall, and also they have good physique such as sturdy and muscular like soldiers.
"Work? Do you remember everything now?" He looked up at Singto's face
"Yes, I remembered everything now Krist." Singto answered.
Singto introduces him to three men who are still smiling. "My boss Tul Pakorn, and my colleagues, Off and Kimmon." They greeted him.
Are they really sure that they are not working for a modeling agency? Krist thought.
"Ten minutes, Singto?" Boss Tul said.
Singto nodded and took Krist's hand. They went in the roof deck, and sat in the wooden chair on the side
They are watching the sea from where they were seated, and while Singto looking at it, Krist's face turned fully on that man and he could not take his eyes away from him.
He will leave him. He feel it.
"Need to go back to Bangkok?" Krist asked. If he had quivering his voice, he did not notice it.
The other guy looked at him. "We'll be back in Phuket. My assignment is not over yet."
"What is your job?" Krist asked
"I'm a member of Sotus Special Force, Krist." Singto answered. "SSF is a Security and Investigation Agency."
"So you're not a pilot?"
Singto smiled with pure sadness imprinted on it. "I was a pilot of the Air Force, and I was second lieutenant before I was…" the young man swallowed first. "before I got discharged."
"Why?" Krist asked.
The other guy breathe deeply before narrating…
"It was a mission I had with my colleagues, when someone was firing a grenade launcher on our helicopter. Our tail rotor hit. It is the back of the helicopter. "
Krist grabbed Singto's hand with his. He saw in his eyes the anger and sadness of what had happened.
"We crashed. I was the only one who survived, but fell into comma for 3 months." he tried to laughed. "You can compare me to a cat.. I can't die easily."
"You're not funny." Krist said angrily.
"Sorry," Singto said quickly. "Anyway, that's it. I had an inner ear problem because of the crash, and I will get dizzy everytime I am looking down from high spaces. In short, I can not be a pilot anymore. I just asked for a complete disability discharge when Boss Tul arrived and offered me a job. So here I am now, a member of SSF "
He looked at Krist again, and held the young man's cheeks.
"I'm a soldier, Krist. I promise I will fight for our country. I can not fly anymore, but that does not mean that I can no longer be a soldier. I became a member of SSF because that was the only way for me to continue becoming a soldier. At least here, I get to play hero with a bigger pay. "
Krist laughed, but he also felt sorry for the man. He is a veterinarian because he loved that profession. If something happened, and he's forced to stop treating the animals, he will also be broken hearted.
But he was especially impressed by Singto. "What will you do in Phuket?" Krist asked
"You will know, when we finish the assignment. I need to go, Krist. They're waiting for me." Singto replied.
Krist nodded and forced himself to smile. There is something they need to talk about, things about them, what they are, where are they going ... if Singto is in a relationship or even he is married.
But Singto needs to finish his work, and he also knows the man. He is single-minded when it comes to his responsibilities.
"Take care," he finally said.
Even if he does not feel good, he will not show it to the man. Krist does not want to be added to the man's burden.
"Krist," Singto said as he held both of other's hands. "I don't have husband or wife left in Bangkok. And I'm not in a relationship with anyone. Only you. I love you. We can find a way to be together."
Krist can't hold his tears anymore but he nodded and smiled again. Singto kissed his forehead then his nose and finally his lips.
"I love you, wait for me, I'll go back to you, I promise."
Singto hugged him tight. And when he released him, he took the ball-chain from the bottom of his t-shirt where the dog tag hung on it. Singto removed it, and put it on Krist's neck.
"At SSF, the dog tag symbolizes our willingness to belong to the agency. I give it to you so you can always remember, that I'm only yours."
Krist wiped his tears, before he kissed Singto again. "Take care, I love you."
Singto stood up, but as soon as Krist stood up to accompany him to the door, he immediately stopped him.
"You don't need to. It's going to be more difficult for me to leave when I see you."
Krist nodded and grabbed the dog tag on his chest. He brought it on his left chest and hold it near his heart.
Singto smiled before he walked away. Krist watched him from behind.
Before Singto reached the front of the door, Krist turned his face towards the sea so that he could not see his silhoutte before opening the door and finally leaving him.
When Krist looked back at the door, the man was gone. Krist cried for a while.
He lifted the dog tag and brought it on his lips. "My God, please take care of the man I love."