It's been two days since I've seen Kosai-san, he hasn't come out of that room, since then, not even to eat or drink some water,
I try to take some food to him, or at least ask how he was since I haven't heard from him for this long, I'm starting to get a little worried,
I knock on the door trying to get an answer,"Kosai, it's me Yon, listen I know you have been in there for a while, but you have to at least eat, Kosai?
Kosai opens the door, but doesn't answer You, instead he walks past her and doesn't make eye contact with You
Yon drops the food on the counter in the kitchen and tries to speak to Kosai
"Kosai-san, why aren't you speaking to me?, What is wrong?", Yon asked while trying to hold his arm
But Kosai moves away and replies in a bitter voice
"Why would you care?, After all it's not that big a deal now is it?"
"Kosai, I know that you are angry but-"
"IM NOT ANGRY, YON, I am not Angry, Just confused"
Yon looks at Kosai with distress
Kosai turns over to Yon, and places his hands on her shoulders
"Yon, I, I just need some time to think over what I've done lately, cause I really don't understand why you wouldn't tell me this sooner, we took an oath and you broke it, listen I'm just gonna move in with my sister for some time till I get this whole thing sorted out in my head OK?"
kosai walks into the other room.
"Kosai, I, I don't know what to do", You sits down on the couch and covers her face.
THE NEXT DAY
Kosai calls up Yon to tell her something.
You slowly emerges from a room, she doesn't make eye contact with Kosai and just walks up to him.
Kosai looks at her with loving and tearing eyes,
"Yon, I still love you so much, but I am so confused about what is happening, I had to spend a sleepless night trying to make a decision, and I think this is for the best"
Yon begins to cry a little
"no, Yon don't cry, please", he faintly tries to comfort her and wipes her tear away
Yon tries to stop herself from making that annoying sound that you make when your trying not to cry but your trying to breathe.
She feels weak in her knees again and she tries to keep herself from falling over by keeping herself erect,
"Kosai, please, I don't even understand yet, I'm trying to gather my facts to make it clear to me",
"again with the, you thing, you, you ,you, whatever happened to us, I don't feel like you even care that I am trying to make you and I feel more in control of what is happening",
"I am not sure if that's how it works, Kosai, you wouldn't understand"
"Why wouldn't I understand"
"because..."
"because what?"
Yon stays silent with no response
"What?"
Yon still stays silent from the lack of what to respond
Kosai: "WHAT WOULDNT I UNDERSTAND?"
Yon: "YOU WOULD'NT UNDERSTAND ANYTHING, YOU CANT POSSIBLY HAVE AN IDEA FOR WHAT IVE BEEN THROUGH, YOU WOULD'NT UNDERSTAND WHAT CONFUSION AND PAIN IM IN, AND YOU NEVER HAVE AND NEVER WILL" (breathes heavily)
Kosai looks at Yon with sadness
Yon:Kosai I, I'm sorry, I, I, don't know what came over-the-counter
Kosai: No, Yon, you've changed, drastically, I don't even know you anymore, Good bye Yon, Have a good life
Kosai walks away with his stuff in his trolley bag and says nothing else to Yon
Yon holds her heart and whispers to herself:
Yon: I don't have one without you
A few weeks pass and Kosai is staying with his sister till he is able to understand what happened,
Kosai is talking to his sister about what happened
"I just don't understand why she wouldn't say something sooner, it's like she's a whole different person now" he complained
"Even though Kosai, she is human, she makes mistakes from time to time, you can't expect her to be all peachy all round"said his sister
"Yeah but, I'm her boyfriend, does she feel that she can't trust me anymore?" He added
"Kosai, listen to me, you are her boyfriend, and yes she shouldn't have acted that way to you, but she's aware of that and as her significant other, you have to learn to forgive her even when she makes you mad" she said
"Huh, I never thought about it like that, I guess I was just so frustrated about what happened I didn't consider it"
Said Kosai.
Kosai thanks his sister and runs back to Yon.
(Dramatic scene)
Kosai: Yon, Yon, it's me, I am so sorry, I should have seen the situation through your eyes, would you ever forgive me?, Yon, Yon, Yon where are you?
Yon: (faintly speaks),Kosai, ha, Kosai
Kosai: Yon, Yon, oh No, no no no, what happened,
Yon: I am moving, my chest hurts Kosai
Kosai looks at Yon and suddenly remembers his dream
It seems that he was so upset that he completely blocked off the figures warnings
???: Whatever you do, do not provoke her heart lest she moves dies
Kosai: oh no,(cries), oh Yon, what have I done?
Yon takes her last breath.