My dream was in all levels of unsettling for everyone I have told it to(my sister), so here it is;
I was standing in the middle of a field, when I heard a distant calling
???: Sahami, Sahami
It called in a faint and yet ominous voice, I didn't know what it was but I ran towards it, I ran and ran saying,"wait, don't leave me, I am coming, don't go please",
I kept running and running, but it didn't seem like I was really going anywhere, if anything she seemed to be getting farther and farther away from me as I tried to get closer, and then I felt something,
something hit me, it felt cold and rigid, I stopped immediately and collapsed to the floor, with my hands over my chest I started to whimper and say to myself, "why?,why did you leave me?, comeback",
then I felt myself being pulled back sharply, with a hand over my mouth as it dragged me backwards, but this felt different, I wasn't scared, but instead I felt something, something I hadn't felt before
I don't know what it is called but somehow I seemed to enjoy it, as I fall back, I end up in a pool of water, I slowly open my eyes and I see a girl who somehow looked exactly like me,
she looked curiously and she started to caress my face as if trying to identify me, I said nothing and continued to watch her,
then I noticed how she was dressed in fine linen cloth and how bright her eyes looked in the dark waters, she seems full of energy, she seems like she doesn't have fear whatsoever,
I don't know how to describe how she looked in words, the description I gave didn't even seem satisfying enough to give you an image on how she acted, and suddenly, she grasped my arm and pulled me upwards as if to break the surface of the dark waters, and as that happens, I am at the surface, but the waters are heavy and rough, waves crash one by one over me and I am unable to breath, then I hear the voice again.
???:Sahami, Sahami
I was still triggered at this and curiously started to run on the water towards the voice, a girl-ish figure then appeared, and I had another sensation but I have never experienced it before but I felt something, I ran as fast as I could in the dream state,
I got closer and closer to it until I was finally in touching range, but as I reach out my hand to touch this woman,
I am immediately sucked into a dark abyss, and then I awake.
I have this dream every night and as so am overcome with fear every night, although I do feel like it has a meaning, that it holds answers, but how can I find the answer to this dream.