"What… why? Nana" I hear Yura whine, Liz was also sitting beside me, she was quiet, too quiet.
"Cause… you don't even know them too well Yura… are you seriously going to date someone you don't know like that? You've got to be kidding me."
"Nana that's the point I don't know him, and by dating him, I can get to know him more…. Oh, please, Nana." Yura tries to plead. Indeed, You date so you'll know your partner better, but this is ridiculous. I have never heard any single news that they are somehow talking through text or anything.
Hell, both of them, didn't even think that it was a great idea to tell me and decided to just out of nowhere. But I couldn't help to sigh. I have never heard Yura and Liz so happy knowing that they've got a boyfriend.
Mostly Liz, despite her quiet personality she was thrilled today. Heard her humming a happy tune as she was also begging like Yura. Not like Yura, but it was a different her.
"You promise me we tell each other about this?" I softly said, "Promise me if they do anything you don't like, anything. You tell me, alright? Just because I can't see doesn't mean I can't kick ass."
Yura squeals and she hugs me as I laugh, "I promise, and I'm sorry you didn't hear about it sooner. I was afraid that you might not like the idea."
I nod, she knows me so well. I would have thrown her phone away, knowing Yura's personality, she's almost like an open book. With her bubbly personality, it was an easy target beside. I know she isn't unattractive, and I bet there's a lot of guys trying to court her, but this was the first time she seems very excited.
"You know me so well Yura… alright… I give you my permission to date the kid, but always know I'm watching, and don't worry, I'll find a way."
"I know Nana… thank you for being a good friend, I promise we can still drag you to the mall, so no hiding alright?" she teases, and I laugh.
"Well, now I have a reason too since you'll have your boyfriends, and I'll have a reason to stay at home." I dreamily said it was nice to go out once in a while, but after knowing Yura and Liz for years, I hope I can even use my sickness as an excuse.
I was guilty enough to pretend that I was blind and I can't walk there, not related and was dragged inside the mall at seconds. But now, I'm planning the most excellent plan.
"Nana your smiling, what were you thinking?" Liz laughs, and I shrugged.
"My escape plan," we three started to laugh, almost making me forget why I was sulking in the first place.
"So Nana, how about you? Aren't you going to us how your Fridays went?" I can literally hear Yura smirk, and then I remember why I was sulking.
I groan again as I hit my head on the table, " Please don't remind me, I think I going to be sick."
Both of the girls were looking at their friend questioningly. It was the first time their friend was acting so sulking, she was the most unbothered person they know. Now she was acting out emotion they should know what it is, but can't help to not understand how to handle their friend.
"Nana did something happened?" Liz asked softly at her as she looks at Yura to help her asked question.
"Nana, did he do something? We promise we tell you if our boyfriends did something… that also implies to you too," Yura asked earnestly, "Now tell us did he do something?"
Anaya shot up from her chair, startling her friends as she looks ahead with a sad face, "Shouldn't you be asking him that?"
They both looked at their friend and squish closer.
"Why? What did you do Anaya?" I asked Yura said, and I sigh and shake my head.
"That's also a question I would like to know too," I sigh as I shot up from my place and try to face them.
"Tell me, "I started, "You guys must know this kind of stuff, right?"
"What is it, Nana?" Liz softly said.
"What if your friendly lunch went great and nothing really happened, but then the next time you guys meet he called you stupid and then leave you?" I asked, and I waited for their answers.
"Okay- okay you need to elaborate more nana, someone just doesn't call you stupid after having what you called 'friendly lunch' a success," Yura answered.
"you need to be more specific, or we can't help you…" she finished.
"Yeah… how about you tell us from the beginning."
And I did, I told them precisely what had happened that day and then what happened this morning, they were silent, and I hope they were listening.
"Hm… I don't know nana, I think you're overreacting," I head Yura said, and I was left shock. Was I overreacting?
"I mean you should know by now that it shouldn't have bothered you too much, you know? If he was an asshole, we wouldn't be to surprise and if he was acting like that maybe isn't it time to let it go?" Yura suggested.
I was thinking about what she had said, was it real? Was I just overreacting about all of this?
"But everything was going well… and it didn't seem like we weren't matched…" I sulk.
"Nana dear, again you shouldn't sulk over some men, if he's acting like hot and cold, then you got to drop it and beside it's no good being too delusional and all."
"You both think so?"
I was waiting for and answers, but there weren't any. I was beginning to wonder if my case was hopeless, and I think both of Yura and Liz don't even know what to say anymore.
This is the first time I had a guy as a friend, and it seems like it was going alright, but why was it starting to crumble.
I could think of a thousand reasons on why the friendly lunch was not good enough, or maybe I was not good enough, and that's why he left.
The girls are right, I stop being so delusional thinking everything will be perfect.