Was it ever true love ?

The day that I first saw you yes I was young very young . I was only 9 years old I didn't really no anything bout liking anyone or love!! All I know is that when I first saw you I felt something so strong that I had to have you but u was with someone else at the time but that day at the park I still remember what you had on u had a school uniform on u had ya hair out Nd ya pants rolled up at the bottom that day u gave me a kiss on my check I went home happy as a child with candy but one day I went to your moms house with my little sister cuz she was dating your older brother I asked where you was he said they sent you away to Virginia I was so heart broken but a few months later they sent me away I was in placement,foster homes and all and one day the placement took me to your placement to get blood work done and it was two boy in the front and I guess they said it was a new girl there so like two different boys came up Nd one of them was you!!! Omg I said in my head it can't be my heart started to race like it was about to run to you itself . I really couldn't believe my eyes all I did was stare at u Nd you staring back at me i remembered you but you didn't even know who I was so one of the girls from my placement was goin to your school a and we had a house phone that came out after school Nd it stayed out all night on weekends so I asked the girl for a favor to give you a note with the house number and to ask if you have a brother named dJ you said no but you lied for what I don't know lol but you called me I was so happy we started talking every day after school on weekends I would sleep in the hallway just to be on the phone with you even though we couldn't see each other at all but then we lost contact for years until one day I called your brother up and you answer the phone and say your not spottie this Wayne I said stop lying this ain't Wayne then y'all talked at the same time I'm like bro you gotta bring him down tomorrow he said I got you sis imma bring him down the next morning came they called Nd said we on our way I couldn't wait to see him so I got the call saying they at the corner I gave my mom her phone because at the time I ain't have one so I came out I seen them I start running to him Nd jumped in his arms lol again he didn't really remember who I was at first but I didn't care I straight jumped on him on that day he became mines again but this time we could touch see And hold each other for some reason I am drown to this man from the very first time I saw him I was pulled to him idk what it is but it's like I have to have him to be honest I would've never thought me and this man would ever see each other again and not to mention have kids we been Thur hell and back together I first found out I was pregnant when I was 15 and we was living down west philly but let me tell you this first one day we go to the store at like 12 am in the morning we walking home the cops stop us the ask for my name first so I gave it to them mind you I'm on the run from dhs so they keep me in the car he said they gonna take you Myra just stay calm but he didn't even know once they looked his name up he had a warrant so he ran once they told him Nd it was raining he fell Nd they was hitting him with these Sticks they got sticks they got and I'm crying trying kick the windows out of the cop car it would break so I told the cops he have my phone cuz that the only phone number he can reach me at he said where ever u go just wait for my call once u know I'm home come to me mind you the phone it acts funny when you try and charge it so they took me to this place I really don't remember the name but the next morning some girl gave me a pair of cloths said I can keep it they was really nice there so I go in the living room of the place I see boys too I'm like where the hell am I then I see a cigarette in his ear I'm like we can smoke in here he said not in side but outside I'm like bet can u save me a short he said yea I got you so I asked everybody in there for a charger one of the girls gave me one so all I had to do now was wait till the phone turned on Nd wait for that call they took us to breakfast that morning Nd we past the Philadelphia art museum from there I always know how to get home if I pass that so the next day I got that call Nd I was talking to some of the girl they didn't want me to leave I'm like listen I'm tf outta here lol I was only here this long because I was waiting for a call but I got it so bye lol so I went to him and from there we found out I was pregnant but he was locked up again when I found out I knew I was pregnant because I couldn't smoke my cigarettes that's the only time I throw up other then that my pregnancy was great no morning sickness Nd I didn't even found out I was pregnant till I was 5 months already so we at the hospital they told me his heart rate was goin down so they had to do an emergency c-section when I had him I was so happy he was such an beautiful sight I couldn't walk I looked like an old lady when I tried they told me when I could take a shower I really couldn't walk straight so he helped me Nd he washed me up dressed me Nd walked me back to my bed I felt so loved by him and I feel so safe with him it ain't nothing that man wouldn't do for me years went by I'm pregnant with another baby another boy I'm so happy because that all I wanted was two boys but I'll tell y'all that story in the next chapter