my vision is blurry but now I can see the face of ava and Lazarus, how? I don't even know that is crazy about how I can't see anything other than ava and Lazarus.
they stabbed me in the heart for a freaking ceremony, I regret every single thing and decision I made on my own but the regret for this decision is the worst.
I feel like a dead, I am dead maybe, I tried to keep my eyes open, and then I felt my heart to hurt more.
it hurts and the blood is also dripping from my wound and it stained my shirt because I feel my body getting wet.
I half-opened eyes show that they are still collecting my blood and then I noticed something, I still have a dagger in the heart.
weird.... it is weird because if they want me dead they would have removed it and that made me wonder a scenario that can't be true.
I felt my body getting heavy and then suddenly I felt that my lungs will give up any time as I can't suck in the air for me to survive.
are you shocked? don't be like that, I am a human fairy and that means that I will need oxygen to survive.
human fairy is what I end up with when I decided to get myself into a category of a fairy. we fairies have the same environment as humans, we live in kingdoms, unlike humans who live in societies.
I kept on breathing air but now every breath feels like a labor work and now my mouth and nose are useless.
I felt like a dead person or a person having last breaths and even during that time I still think about my brother. I always thought that being dead is easy than living in hell but now I still have the urge to live a life for my brother and not leave him alone.
'God is it my end of yes then keep my brother safe and calm his urge for revenge. I want him to live a life full of happiness and not of vengeance.'
I prayed and with those words in my heart, my eyes drop and I reached an unknown place. a place which looks weird and unknown for my being.
I heard a single sentence which confirmed my suspicions and then I felt happy, I will either die or die I have no other option like usual. those sentences occurred when I was about to be dead.
"she is dying, we need to save her now"
it was the last sentence that I heard before I reached an unknown place where I saw squares of different colors and then I heard the voice of a person I don't want to hear .the voice of the person who is responsible for my this unknown slash dead place.
I felt dead and then I felt the jolt of lightning flash at me and it struck me badly and now my body hurts like hell. I though
' why do this to me? first, kill me then revive me, I don't want to be a vampire, someone saves me'
I thought while my body jolted again and I tried my level best to resist it and now I feel like I am in the air, floating, and then I reached an unknown stop.
blackness enveloped me and it was a black end and I was silent, nothing was there. no, a single sound was heard and this made me feel the fear and I dread that silence.
my sixth sense is making me feel like something is going on. The first thing I did was to be a part of the world and the other is a great way to get the best out of the way.
yeah, I am making no sense, I am babbling nonsense, I am scared to even if I am dead. love is the rare thing I get a lot of people who are not in the same way as the first time. they only love me for my power and now when my power is gone I am useless to them.
this time I looked down to see a corpse, a corpse that looks weird as the iris of the corpse shows fear, the fear of its life as if the person saw something weird.
the corpse had girlish clothes on which obviously indicated that the corpse was a lady and that she was also here due to the same ceremony.
this thought and suspicion made me fear for my life and my loved ones, this time again when I was floating I was struck by lighting again and again.
twice in a row making me feel more weak and vulnerable to it. my urge to resist against it somehow was dead and I decided to give in.
this time when I gave in I was struck by lighting once and then the heaviness engulfed me. I felt like a human again after I touched the ground of that place.
as I was about to touch the ground another lighting struck me and this time it was unbearable. my whole body felt sore and was throbbing like crazy worsening my state.
in my this state I reflexively closed my eyes then the feeling subdued and I opened my eyes to see the worst shock of my life.
ava.
ava was crying, her cheeks were wet due to tears and her nose looks red due to constant crying I suppose.
when she saw my eyes open she smiled a smile a mother gives when she is relieved, no no why am I comparing her to a mother, she is no mother of mine.
I feel like she is my mother may be due to her habits but her sudden attacks on me fear me a lot.
I feel bad too bad that she is alone but then I feel its okay, let's move to my body, shall we... I feel like living in a body of a level 1 fairy which means a fairy with basic magic.
" she is back, she is awake, she is alive"
ava cheered happily and then looked at all while continue to sob.
her behavior was weird and it made me though
'Why are these two behavings weirdly and they two make me feel like they are bipolar'
then Lazarus also cheered like crazy and shouted.
" yes ava, our Selena is a warrior and she survived it"
then I felt the pressure on me, a pressure that was forcing me to give in and even feel in the dungeons of unconsciousness.
the air pressure was there and due to blood loss, my body was weak and fragile. I was sure that air pressure was due to the presence of ladies, the queens I guess.
"congratulations everyone we have got a new queen online, ava you were right she can face the danger. ava keep every relation aside and make her learn. make sure that she is better than you and the best amongst all."
she trailed off for a while making me think about what next will she do but luckily nothing happened.
"her life is different then all of us make sure she is prepared for this. she has a tough life ahead"
she completed and then sighed making ava start sobbing and seeing her like that made my heart ache but when I remembered what they did I can't get myself to pity her.
the second lady then coughed to get my attention and then spoke
" Selena, good luck with your journey. I know you have many questions and trust me you will get answers but for now focus and learn what ava teaches, my first and last advice to you is that not everything that looks good is good and nothing that looks bad is bad, Nothing looks the way it is, learn to comprehend everything. make sure you never betray us because once you do I swear I will be the one to kill you"
the second lady continued her sermon and honestly, her words are weird like that they think is bad is not bad then what is good.
she is also weird but a polite weird unlike the first lady and as I was done with thinking, I felt the pressure built up more.
"I can hear your thoughts Selena and trust me I am not patient at all"
the First Lady said and it made my sore and numb body to react and show goosebumps erected on my skin.
her words were scary and chilly and the pressure was too much for my body which was drained, I doubt I have blood in my body.
my fragile body and blood-filled clothes make me look like a murderer when in reality I am a poor victim. the pressure made my eyes drop and I heard the First Lady say
"sleep well my lineage, we all love you"