I am drowning in the water while looking at smirking Lazarus, Lance, and Damon. Someone remind me again why I trusted them.
Once again, I was hurt because of trusting someone, but Lazarus, I could have never thought that he will backstab me.
Maybe it's not his fault. It's mine; perhaps I should not have trusted him. I am losing my breath, and my brain is racing.
I tried to move and get out of the water, but the more I run, the more I am getting deeper.
I am in a desperate state, and I prayed.
'God, please send someone to save me or at least help me out.'
As I was praying, an enormous weight was put in my heart, and then, i.e., was less at first, then suddenly an unbearable feeling overtook the feeling of pressure.
I felt like water is trying to stretch me away and make me split in half. If this continues, I will no longer exist.
Selena think of something, anything, no one will help you at all. The weight was increasing every moment.
'Lazarus said brother was okay, I doubt that as well.'
My entire existence was fighting against, and I let myself fall in the ocean, I am tired I can't fight anymore.
' do hell with your trail Lazarus and you, I hope you rot in hell for betraying me.'
I am too tired, but I moved up to find that I am loved in a glass cage. I feel like suffocating and like a fish caught in a pond.
'arghhhh, why is this happening.'
I thought and wanted to scream, the weight was unbearable, and I lost my consciousness, but before I leave I saw a reflective face on three of the looks, and Damon used lips language and said
"Sorry, no choice."
I wanted to pinch myself, but it must be an illusion or my conscious mind speaking, how can this happen in real.
my body is started to feel heavy, and my eyes are half-open to see this, after a few seconds my will to keep my eyes open lost and lost consciousness
*unconscious*
I opened my eyes and saw the ceiling, the pain in my heart made me huff badly.there was chaos in my room.
If I do not hear wrong, their words were...
"Selena, that chicken winged, died"
"in her sleep, what a weakling."
I heard them and peeked in my room; everyone was in my room, I mean every servant yet traitor and his family are missing.
But I am thinking about why they assumed that I am dead, I am alive and breathing. It looks like I have to sit up.
'humph, they don't even care if I die, what a disastrous family.'
I ponder on what to do? I peeked and saw my brother and Ashley were next to me. Someone is holding my hand.
I will use my favorite language because I guess is that my brother is holding my hand because it gives the feel of the side of a warrior.
I move my hand into a fist and then opened the first finger and move it in a circle and then and cross it.
I applying all the energy to do that sign; I feel like I ran for more than 4 hours. My sign meant that is the area free of danger.
Well, it is pretty easy to make signs, but no one can comprehend unless they have the manual, brother, and I made and bury it in a place everyone can reach, but no one can find it out.
I am sure that it was my brother because he responded with a cross, and that reply from the brother was unexpected and made me lose in thought.
' brother why are you asking me to not react, what the hell is going on?'
Anyway, Selena gets back to work and act like dead and win something that will help my brother.
I closed my eyes and then imagined various scenarios to keep myself from being bored.
then suddenly I felt that someone was patting my head and then someone whispered
"Good, keep on acting. We will reach what I aimed for,"
It was the voice of the brother, and his words are confusing me more and forcing me to open my eyes and ask him what is going on.
"Selena, I promise I will tell later, just continue acting."
My brother said in my ear and then kissed my forehead. Then my hand was taken over by a soft side that patted me.
I am tired of people doing things behind my back. First that Lazarus, remind me to add him to the traitor list and now, brother.
I feel like these two joined hands to do things behind my back; I am talking about ava and brother, whereas Lazarus and valentine took the most laborious task to get me killed.
Sometimes I want to laugh at my fate that everyone in my life is after me to get killed either by getting protective or stab be behind my back.
' Selena we need to wait and see what happens, don't act rashly," my inner voice yelled at me.
'no end this before you end up in danger,' my conscience yelled.
' you to shut up, I cant make brother get hurt due to harsh decision" I yelled at 6the two in my mind and end that not ending the fight.
Continuous gossip and crying got me to feel like getting up, and I can't afford that step, so I decided to look at my brother.
He noticed my stare and motioned me to sleep or act to be dead. I can't do that. Ashley stood in front of me.
Demonica glared at me and got near me to show that he is setting my clothes straight and then whispered yelled.
"idiot pretend to be sleep or ill burn you to be dead. The choice is your"
She said with a smirk and then moved back. Making e feel helpless, and I am paralyzed due to fear.
I am afraid of fire since childhood, a trauma to be exact, I can't handle too much light around me. It somehow makes me go wild.
the royal palace, training room, 8years back
I am inside the training sitting on a rock and watching people practice, today is my brother's birthday and I promised that I would follow him like his shadow.
We are in practice roo where people experiment and learn how to use their elements.
I am bored and sad since I can't use magic, but I can watch yes, I will smile, dont want the brother to worry.
There was a guy in front of me practicing magic, but he lost control, and his flames got directed towards me.
I almost got hit by the flame, but luckily, the instructor acted quickly and used water to put off the fire.
My brother ran towards me and engulfed me in the hug and patted me. I clung on my brother, scared of fire, and everyone around.
"my little princess, are you okay?"
My brother asked with worry and concern visible on his face. He knew that I am scared and patiently waiting for my reply.
I nodded, telling him that I am okay, and then he engulfed me in a bear hug again.
Selena's room/storeroom, royal castle, recent time
Since that incident, I am scared of fire. I decided to divert my attention. I started wondering where blot was, and was he okay? I was so lost in thought that I enter a space where blot was.
"blot" I whispered
"oh you learned to tap into me "
blot said, making me get shocked and wonder
'I am dreaming, and where am I?'
blot moved towards me making me take one step back, dont just me who will not receive a step back after what happened last time
"Selena as a knight, you are scared of me."
blot said while mocking me and trying to make me get relaxed around him
"you can't blame me, last time you were on a killing spree, and now you can get in my dream."
I yelled at blot, totally breaking all barriers in between us. I stood straight in front of him, and then I did something unexpected.
I got next to him and sat on him, making him yell.
"get off me, lady. You are heavy."
his statement made me laugh, and I yelled at him
" This is your punishment for saying that I am scared, and now I am heavy. You are bearing my weight for half an hour."
I said while clutching my stomach and then laughed to my fullest. As I was laughing, the blot started running at full speed.
before he took off, he said a few words,
"you will pay for this, missy."
He ran at the highest speed any animal can run, making me almost fall, but I crunched his neck.
I was holding tight, making him suffocate, and he stopped.
"fine, I will set you free."
I jumped off his back and swiftly landed on the ground and then look at bolt, something happened that shouldn't have happened, but now it has happened I can't undo it—time to face it, Selena.