I open my eyes. I feel both weak and sick not just that but I can barely see anything. I try to to stand up but I failed to do that. My body is in unmeasurable pain. I can't remember anything. Why am I like this. What was I doing. I close my eyes and I fall into a deep sleep. I wake up into a dream world a perfet world. A word full of color and full of life. fishes are flying and cats are swimming let's just not forget the trees they are walking around and they have thousands of colors. The blue sky is full of rainbows. Birds are dancing around and singing the song. They are saying I should join them. I don't know should I dance with them? I want to join them. I want to be happy but this a dream this isn't real. They start calling my name to join them. They saying: Leo! Leo! Leo come join use! Leo! Leo ! Leo lets fly! But suddenly the joyfulness of the this beautiful dream turns into a nightmare. I start vomiting cockroaches. I see that the beautiful blue sky with beautiful clouds turns into bloody Red sky and suddenly it a start to rain blood not just that fishes start to attack me with their sharp teeth. Dead people an animals come out of the ground and they try to catch me but I try to run. I call for help. I can't wake up from this dream. No this is a bad nightmare. suddenly ants start to attack me and eat my body but I couldn't do anything. I need help! Please save me! Someone! I don't want to die! I don't want to die! please.. after that I wake up from that nightmare. I still feel sick and weak but I can see well. Sight. I remember. I just remembered everything. My name. My name is Leo turnit and I am in my bedroom. I am twenty-three year old and I am just a normal employee for shin company. The reason I didn't go to work today is that because I was sick this last week also doc had told me that I will not live more than seven months. A tear fall from my eye. I wish I didnt remember anything! I haven't done anything useful in my life I can't die like this. I cant! Thinking about the fact that I am going to die made me cry. After I fnish crying. I look at my phon and I see that I have 7 missed calls from my friend Dany. I call him and after some time he answers my call. we start talking. Dany says : Leo whats up are you allright. I say to him : I am fine how about you dany. We talk and talk and talk. Eventually he invites me to his for next week party and I agree to go there. After we finish talking and I cut the call I go to wash my body but suddenly when I try to stand up I feel insane amount of pain in my head and everything turns dark for few seconds after that everything turns back to normal. I dont even know if doc told me the the truth but I feel like I will die sooner than what he told me.
☆chapter one ends☆