That song stocked on my head for couple of days. It reminds me on how grateful and how happy to have a relationship with someone that I did not experienced. I am already prepared for the pageant. We are here still on the room while waiting to start the pageant. I can hear the crowds from here. I am nervous right now. I think I will lose my breath.
"Are you scared?". Elijah ask me then he get closer to me. He hold my shoulders using her hands and he force me to look at him directly, so I did.
I nod slowly to answer. "Hmm". I said shyly. A lot of things running on my mind. That maybe I will fail, or maybe I will do something that can cause me trauma and a lot more. Even though I want to stop from thinking those things, it's hard to do that.
