I know that my emotional state is a mess, I didn't go to aunt Thalia's cottage, and I dare not go to the dining hall to eat dinner. After my emotional breakdown in front of Nick, I told him that I am fine, I asked him to leave me alone, he reminded me that he will always be there for me, then left without a glance.
I make my way to the roof of the academy, I lay there with my wings wide open for how many hours, I observed the moon and stars shining brightly above me, the splendid colors of my wings brighten up my gloomy night, I was untruthful to Flynn, and to myself when I told him that my feelings for him will be gone before sunset, maybe after millions of sunsets, I know deep within myself that I will forever be in love with the Erthesia's hot crown prince.
Silently, after midnight, I get inside our door room, Freda is already sleeping on her bed, but she immediately got up, when she sensed my return.