Bonnie
I can't believe that, sleeping with Freddy, would ever be enough for me to heal almost all the pain that I felt in my heart because of Ivy, it was a really odd night, however, I didn't feel bad at all, I think Freddy knows more about how to cheer people up than me.
I hope Freddy won't get mad just because I saw him wet and naked in his own room: I thought he already had a towel when he started to shower, but rather, he asked for one, so I got up to give him one that I found in his wardrobe, and... well... there was him, dazzling his big and shaped bear body, getting cold for not being in the warmth of the bathroom with hot water. I don't think I can get this picture away from my mind: those eyes, that chest, that abdomen, it's a good body... I don't know what is this that makes me stare at him, it's like a little void that can't be filled up, making me feel as if I were going to puke, but not in a sick way, but like a scary one, a shy one. I can't hold it yet, not even when I already slept with Freddy.
One day, Frog told me that if I want to dream about someone special, you can put something of their own under your pillow, then their essence will pass through our mind while sleeping, which will make them appear in our dreams, I don't think it's real though, it quite looks like a beautiful theory for those who are in love, but even so, I don't see why not to try. I took the picture of Freddy that Chica gave me, and I stuck it underneath my pillow with an old tape, although it doesn't have anything but himself, I might get to dream about him like that time he asked me to be his boyfriend, it was... interesting, that was such a pleasant dream that I wish I could dream it again, though that only happens in wonderland, not if it were in real life. I better get ready for today; I will try not to screw everything up like the last time. While I was looking for my stuff in my wardrobe, I remembered I left everything in Freddy's room, so I got out of my room, but once I opened the door and closed it behind me and I was in the doorway, I saw Freddy right in front of me folding his arms on his chest.
"Ah!" I scarily sighed.
He was standing there with all of my things in his hand.
"Hi, Freddy, I-I w-as about t-to gah- get all m-ma-my stu..." I said blushed and stuttering." And, I see y-you already have..."
"Bonnie, be more careful please," he said in a serious tone." Here, hurry up."
"Thanks." I took all my things.
Freddy looked more serious than yesterday, I remembered he looked at me that way the day I first saw him when he opened my crate, he seemed kind of tired but serious at the same time; all the weekend long he seemed relaxed and charming. Why is he acting like that?
I finally put all my clothes on, so I took my guitar pick and the rest of my stuff to leave it in the stage, while we all have breakfast. As I walked out of my room, I could see Foxy and Chica in the table eating, but Freddy wasn't there, his chair is empty, but then I got closer to them.
"Good morning, Bonnie," Chica said. "Sit down! The pizza is perfect!"
"Thanks, Chica," I said smiling, "you make the best pizzas."
"I always say that, but she doesn't believe me," Foxy said while patting on Chica's shoulder.
"Oh, Foxy, it's just that you're always kidding around that now I dunno if you mean it or you're just teasing me. Although when you're serious, I can see it in your eyes and in your behavior."
Foxy and Chica kept talking with each other while I was looking for Freddy around, I just see him nowhere.
"Hey, guys," I said looking at them, "do you know where is Freddy?"
"He's in the security office buying his Christmas stuff," Foxy replied.
"You need to tell 'im something?" Chica asked.
"No, just curious about him," I said blushed and smiling.
"Well, we better get ready faster, 'cause in these times he tends to act weird, and sort of upset for all the things to handle. He really gets angry if it's not weekend. You better watch out, Bonnie, huh, don't make a huge mistake," Foxy told me.
"Don't say that to 'im, Freddy just gets tired for being the boss here and face many things that the own owner of the pizzeria should do himself, and above all in these times when he has to order food, clothes, decoration stuff, etc. If I were him, I'd beg for a partner to be with, or a day off."
Chica's words made me remember that Freddy told me he wished he had a partner to talk with, I think this could be a great opportunity to finally talk to him as his partner, and at last defeat that fear I always get with him.
"Years ago, I was the one he used to share everything with: he used to tell me about the new costumers, what could go better in this restaurant, newcomers, etc.," Chica was telling while looking at Foxy. "But... I got to be by your side, baby, and Freddy probably noticed that, so he decided not to be between us, though it's ok if he still talks to me."
Foxy giggled silently.
"If you're lucky, lad, you'll get to be Freddy's partner," Foxy said to me.
Why did he say lucky?
"Yeah, right?" I said giggling.
He knows it too? Was I so obvious? Or maybe they noticed that I slept with Freddy. It cannot be... Then how many people know about this?
"Yeah, that's funny, but we better clean up the table and get to our positions, the restaurant will open in 30 minutes."
"I'm gonna get my eye patch," Foxy said while walking to his cove.
"Bonnie, would you mind if you go with Freddy and warn him we'll start to work soon?" Chica said while getting up.
"Oh, sure, don't worry."
"Thanks! I'll meet you guys in the stage."
While I was walking through the right hallway heading to office, I was thinking about Foxy's comment, and... I don't know if it's true, I think Freddy should show a more aggressive behavior if we keep in mind that he's been doing this for years. I worked alone in MoonLight, but I have to admit that I wasn't in charge of the restaurant, everything was up to all the staff, and here Freddy has to be in charge, however, as Freddy has shown a really charming and cute behavior than the one I thought, I wouldn't mind if I'm that partner he's looking for, if it's something to help him, I absolutely agree.
"Freddy?" I said from the right office's doorway.
He was sat in his swivel seat looking at the only computer in this whole place.
"Bonnie?"
"Chica told me that we only have 30 minutes left before the restaurant opens, we must go to our positions now."
"Ok, thank you," he said looking back at the computer.
After I warned him, I turned around to go to the stage, but before I could give one pace forward, I heard Freddy spoke up.
"Bonnie, wait!"
After I heard him, I looked back and saw him walking out from the office.
"I'm going with you."
Here we go again; I'm sweating and blushing now. Freddy and I were walking towards the stage; we had to go through the dining area, where all the tables are.
"Hey, Bon," he said lowly.
"Yes?" I answered lowly, getting the secret thing.
"Please, don't tell Foxy and Chica that you slept with me, ok?"
"Why?" I involuntarily asked.
"I don't want them to judge you before knowing the real you; you're a good guy, and I don't want them to bother you."
His comment went through me like a cupid's arrow. I felt myself blushing even more, and my eyes stopped into his sight.
"Yeah, so you better don't say anything, ok?" he said smiling. Smiling with his beautiful teeth.
"Sure," I said smiling.
As I looked off from him to prevent any wrong thought, I heard that he talked to me again.
"Bonnie, you're not wearing your bowtie," he said looking at my neck.
I immediately started to felt my neck with my fingers, just where my bowtie had to be.
"Oh, I'm gonna get it," I said nervous and trying to get to my room.
"No, wait, we got no time," Freddy said grabbing my right arm. "I have a spare."
Suddenly Freddy took out, from wherever the hell he took it, a black bowtie like his.
"Let's see, come here."
I walked backwards so he can put his bowtie on me: he was just an inch away from me; I could feel his hand touching faintly over my shoulders and my neck, while he was still trying to put it on me.
"That's it, you're ready," he said pulling back his hands.
"Thanks, Freddy!" I smiled as I turned around and stepped back.
"Are you ok?"
"Yes, why you ask?" I giggled.
"You look really red."
"Uh, it's just that... it's kinda hot in here."
"You sure you can work today?"
"Yeah, pretty sure, totally," I said smiling.
"Ok, then let's go."
"Ok," I said as we both started to walk towards the stage.
It will definitely take longer for me to act normal in front of him, to control all this shyness and the sweating thing, but I won't give up, I will try my best to make my boss... happy.