I was thinking the whole night about a simple matter. The question if hell exists. My answer was easy. An absolute Yes. Simple and with no extras. The hell was nothing that a normal person should know. Nothing would help you there, nothing would save you from the pain, the darkness or the endless End. The hell was something that is something else for everyone and you should learn to get through it if you ever have to face it. The hell for me was to walk through destroyed alleys and see dead bodies everywhere and the sounds of little girls being tortured by man and the knowledge that I would add these man to the pile of bodies, but I would have never thought that I would have to add even the little girls to these piles. But still I would do it none the less and that with no emotions at all.
That is what I understood at the glorious age of 6 cruel right but there's a way more cruel then any other. It's the way of betrayal and hatred the way where showing mercy would always be answered with a stab in the back. This way was the way a good friend of mine was forced to go and it destroyed his core and broke his heart until only small bits were left behind. This was what my friend Erik had to go through and it broke me too but there are many ways to fix that you say and I answer you NO there are none and that is because you are left with only a single thought in mind :" I HATE HUMAN!!!!" That is what is left behind form the nice person you once had been.
While that is what I knew I looked down onto the girl that was lying in the left corner of the clearing.
"Hhhhhhaaaaah what a wonderful person. So pure, so beautiful and so fragile." I sighted.
'I will keep her save from monsters. (including man.)