What he grave away soon became to his greatest atrocity was that he was not able to hold his newly born son with his own arms. To be driven apart from my family, just to be alone with nothing. Things he wanted to do is to be there for his family. All he knows of his life is to hold a sword instead of raising a family. He did not have a father or family that would teach him that. Just a bitter scholar wanted nothing to do with him who only taught him how to fight and survive so he would not die.
Oh, how he yearned to hold his daughter again when he thought that he could remove the darkness from her instead of relying on the wisdom of the Great One, instead relying only on his own understanding despite being chosen by him at a young age. Desperation that she would seek other help which led a man who knew what condition she was in. This man who wore grey and dark grey poncho robes could not hide his shadowy face and skin.
Told him a truth that he could not bear there is no way to remove it without killing her, that she could not be saved for she carries an outer darkness pestilence that is not known from mortals. That the only way she could be saved is to kill her. She carries the very creature nearly killing everyone he holds dear is dwelling in her. This creature can bring an end to everything if time is given for it. When he handed over his daughter to him, he could not help but feel harshly judged by him as the three-year-old went to the hooded figure holding his hand.
As the hooded figure death cold scorn "You remove yourself from the responsibility ending your daughter, instead hand me to do it. There is no definite word to describe how careless you are rather casual is an equivalent is treasure to me what you truly are. You will watch me take her to a better place than you." As he walks away to the shadows as three-year-old turns to me with tears of rejection that she truly understood she was not wanted. She did not look back as they disappeared from the shadows.
Instantly the Holy Spirit had left him as he bid him farewell leaving him a feeling of abandonment and great remorse. Next one thing leads to another a divorce form and he leaves behind never looking back. While she was expecting another child just a few weeks, she did not want to see his face, nor my support again just wanted to be left alone with her baby. It pained him grievously that he must live with that soon after he left from Earth, the newborn baby boy was born in mid-October. He had to at least see him once when he was three years old before he got scorned by his former wife as he got thrown out.
Six years have passed that he is declared a disgrace before God and no longer called a Messenger anymore. His mantle and authority shall be passed to another heir as he is instructed to repent for the rest of his days until He says so. This will be his final presiding when arriving to the world of barren form, he is expected to be there within a day. He is waiting for me and should not waste time anymore.