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Chapter 21 - Chapter 21: Hurt

Angel's POV:

As we sat in the waiting room at the abortion clinic, tears streamed down my face. I was so pissed off at Caleb. I have never more pissed off about anything ever in my life. Caleb wouldn't even hear me out. He didn't even let me talk on the way over here. Every time I did, he held a gun to my head. He was pissed off as well. I wouldn't sit still in the car. My brother and sister couldn't come with me.

If they did, Calvin held a gun to their heads. I shook my head and crossed my arms. I shook my knee anxiously. I suddenly felt sick. I glanced over at Caleb. He had a stone look on his face. I stood up but he pulled me back down. "I'm about to throw up." I said, as I snatched my arm away. I ran to the bathroom and threw up. I hate you Caleb. After I was done, I wiped my mouth and walked back out.

Caleb was standing outside waiting for me. He sat me down and put his arm around me. Oh he lost his mind. I leaned forward and sat that way til my name was called. We walked in and I immediately got a cold chill. I looked around at all the silver equipment. "Hello. You look frightened." The lady said. I nodded. "I am." I said. She noticed all my tears and looked at Caleb. He didn't say anything. "Dear, do you want to do this?" She asked.

I could feel Caleb's piercing in the back of my head. I looked past the woman and saw a mirror. Caleb nodded his head slowly. "Yes." I said. She sat me down. "Now I know this is scary but-" Caleb cut her off. "Well we do want to know the condition of our baby." He said. She looked at him. "Sir you do realize this is an abortion clinic and not a hospital?" She asked. "What's the difference? You're both checking up on a baby." Caleb said.

She glared at him. "Yes we do check up on babies but we also kill them." She said. "Well that's not what we're here for." Caleb said, harshly. He grabbed my hand and pulled me out. We walked out into the front room and out the door. He looked at me. I was honestly dumbfounded. He pulled me off towards the side of the building. "Caleb-" He cut me off by kissing me. "Angel listen to me and you listen good." He demanded.

I could feel myself get wet. Oh come on. This is not the time to be horny. "I've done a lot of thinking these past few days. You running out on me and hiding from me. Look, I know I fucked up. But I do wanna have a future with you. And if a baby means you get to stay in my life, then so be it." He said. "So why you bring me to this clinic if I wasn't gonna lose our baby?" I asked.

"Because I wanted to get back at you for making me do a bunch of crazy shit." He said. I pushed him into some bushes and walked away. He wrapped his arm around my waist. "Caleb get off of me!! I'm so mad at you right now." I cried. We got in the car and went home. Everyone else was already there. "I'm so mad at you Caleb I don't know what to do with myself." I said. "I can help with that." He said.

I moved away from him. "No Caleb!! I am beyond pissed right now. I'm fucking livid and you wanna fuck me right now?! No." I said. "Angel the contract-" I cut him off. "Fuck that damn contract Caleb. I read what that contract said. It doesn't say anything about me having to do what you say if I get pregnant. I am my own person. Nobody is gonna tell me what I can and cannot do with my own body. So fuck you." I said.

He stared at me before turning away. We pulled up to the house and I immediately got out. I ran inside and upstairs to my room. I didn't wanna be bothered by anyone. I laid down in my room and cried myself to sleep. I woke up to my phone pinging furiously. I looked at it. I had a lot of texts from an unknown number. I rolled my eyes. Loren I don't have time for you. I looked at the texts and decided to call her.

"What?" I asked. "Umm what the fuck? You were supposed to leave Caleb." She said. "He found me. I don't know how but he did. Besides Loren if you want Caleb so fucking badly, you come down here and get his ass yourself. I'm sick of being your puppet. If you want Caleb, come get him." I said, then I hung up. I threw my phone and rolled on my side. I nearly jumped out of my skin when I saw who was next to me.

Caleb stared at me. I stared at him before turned the other way. Neither of us spoke. I felt the mattress shift but I didn't look at him. I cried silently. I guess Caleb must've noticed because he put his arm around me. I snuggled up to him and cried into his shirt. I don't know how long I was crying but I fell asleep. I woke up to Caleb being gone. I looked around and saw him sitting in the floor. He was writing something.

I quietly snuck up behind him and peeked over his shoulder. It was a sketch of me. It was a before and after. Me when I was happy with him and me after I realized what an asshole he really was. I looked at Caleb. "Caleb?" I asked. He looked at me. He didn't say anything. He just stood up and walked out the door. I sighed and changed clothes. Then I walked out the door.

I went downstairs and out the back door. I walked out to the pool. I looked down at my bathing suit. Then I dove in the water. I stayed under for a bit before surfacing. I wanted to gather my thoughts and think on what to do. I swam around in the water for a little bit before I got out. I dried off and walked back inside the house. I went upstairs to my room. I saw Skylar and Riley sitting on the bed.

They looked at me. "Rough morning?" I asked. They both nodded. "None of the guys are talking to us." Skylar said. "Same. Caleb overheard me talking to Loren and I guess he's upset. "Oh boy. Well we're not the only ones to blame. If Caleb had been more supporting of Angel, none of this would've happened." Riley said. I nodded. "Yeah I know. But this is Caleb. He's gonna do what he feels like doing." I said.

Skylar looked at me. "So he didn't make you get that abortion huh? Thank God he changed his mind." She said. "Yeah. I guess. But now he's sad." I said. I sat down beside Skylar. I heard my phone ping. I reached over and picked it up. It was a text from Loren. It was a picture of her in front of two people. My brother and sister. They were tied up and gagged. Loren why? I don't have the strength to deal with this.

She had text message under the picture. Leave him NOW. No more games. I sighed. "Honestly guys, I think this is pint in our lives where we do need to leave." I said. "What? Angel no. We're already in so much trouble with the guys for running away. We do it again, we'll be shoot dead this time." Skylar said. "No. I mean we go confront the guys and tell them we no longer want to be their girlfriends anymore. That we wanna leave. Well I wanna leave." I said.

"Angel why do you keep wanting to leave?" Skylar asked. Because Loren keeps threatening my only family. "Because I'm sick of Caleb." I said. I felt a lump in my throat. "I wanna leave him. He's fucking crazy. You see all the shit he's put me through? I don't want to bring my baby around that." I said. I heard approaching footsteps. Caleb, Kyle, and Ramón appeared in the doorway. "You don't even mean that." Caleb said.

"I do!! How the fuck you gon tell me-" He walked over and wrapped his hand around my throat. "Don't raise your voice at me Angel." He growled. His put finger to his lips. "I know about Loren torturing you and making do and say all this shit just so you can leave." He said. I stared at him. "Yeah. I put a special lock on your phone." He said.

"It's a little hacking trick I taught him." Kyle said. "Great." I said, sarcastically. "Tell you what Angel, I'll play along with Loren's game. I'll whatever I have to do to make you stay." Caleb said. I looked at the girls. They both shrugged. "Alright." I said. He smirked then picked up a pillow and threw it at me. "Honestly Angel. I should've gave Loren that locket." He said, he walked over and snatched it off if me.

I gasped. "But I really love that locket." I said. "

I was telling the truth. I really loved that locket. "Oh well." He said. He turned around and walked out the door. I shook my head. "Asshole!!" I yelled. "Oh well!" He yelled. Kyle and Ramón followed him out. "So Loren has been putting you up to this? You really don't wanna leave Caleb?" Riley asked. "Part of me does wanna leave him but part of me wants to stay." I said.

"It's complicated?" Skylar asked. I nodded. "Very. I don't know what to do. I'm at a dilemma. If I stay, Loren will do something bad to my siblings. If I leave, Caleb will be pissed off and he'll have more of a reason to find me again." I said. "Look it's been a long day for all of us. I'm going back to bed." Riley said. Skylar followed her out the door and to their rooms. I climbed back in bed and watched TV.

Time flew by and before I knew it, it was nighttime. I was watching Bad Girls Club before Caleb walked in. "What is it?" I asked. He didn't say anything. He jay grabbed my hand and pulled me off. He took me off to the Red Hall where his art room was. He sat me down. "Angel can I ask you something?" He asked. I nodded. "Why did you make a deal with Loren?" He asked, curiously. "You remember that night you chases me into the woods?" I asked.

He nodded. "Well I followed you to Loren's house. I saw you fuck her. No hesitation. No talking. You just kissed her and fucked her." I said. "Oh. You saw that?" He asked. I nodded. "Yeah. I didn't stay so left to the park. There I met Gustavo. He convinced me to kill myself and I'm sure you know where the car accident thing came from. I jumped in front of the car. Then I came to my senses and tried to leave before you showed up." I said.

"It still doesn't explain why you made that deal with Loren." He said. "After I left the hospital, I went to Loren's house. You remember back when we went to Ireland and you heard me on the phone?" I asked. He nodded. "Well that's when she first asked me about the deal. I didn't agree to it at the time because you walked in and she didn't give me any more details on the deal." I said. "Why did you make the deal?" He asked. I chuckled. "Do you really have to ask? You fucked her so I made the deal." I said.

"What was the deal?" He asked. "I leave you, she leaves my siblings alone. Nya and Andre are the only family that I have left. She somehow found my school records and saw their names come up. She found my number by looking at my bank records and I don't know how she was able to do that. She sent me pictures of her with my brother and sister laughing. Then earlier today, she sent me pictures of them tied up." I said.

I shook my head. "You see Caleb, I just want my brother and sister safe. If it means I have to leave you, I will do it. All I have to do is start a fight with you and it's enough to satisfy Loren. She leaves me and mine alone and in return, I leave you alone and don't come back." I said. He scoffed. "Honestly Caleb, the stuff I said to you to get you to argue with me, some of it is true. You are a sociopath. You do want you want without thinking of others." I said.

He opens his mouth but I held my hand up. "Save it. Being a demon does not and should not excuse your actions. Caleb you've put me under so much stress, I'm actually surprised I haven't miscarried yet. Caleb you do stupid shit that I'm surprised Kyle or Ramón have socked you in your jaw yet. So Caleb I do think we need some time apart. Between you, Loren, and Gustavo all coming for me, I can't take this anymore. Earlier, I asked Nya to come get me. I need time away from you." I said, as I turned around and walked to the house.

He followed me. "Don't worry Angel. Loren can't hear us. You don't need to pretend you hate me." He said. "I'm not pretending Caleb." I said. He looked at me. He saw I was dead serious. "Angel-" I cut him off. "Don't. Right now, I don't care if Loren is listening or not, I don't give a fuck. I don't want to be with you anymore. You're a sociopath. I can't stand you. You say you love me yet you treat me like Loren, just a fuck toy. Pregnant or not, you'd still fuck me right?" I said. He sighed and threw down a bag full of money in front of me. I looked down at it.

"Angel there's over six hundred thousand dollars in that bag. You can have it. Do whatever you what with it. I really don't care. Can we just please forget this?" He asked. I stared at the bag before kicking it back over to him. "Keep your fucking money Caleb. Do you honestly think I'm Loren or some bitch? Do you honestly think you can bribe me to forget this whole mess? I won't. I can't.." I said. I shook my head.

I let tears fall from my eyes. "You know Caleb, never in my life has someone put me through the shit you did and then try to bribe me with money to make me forget about it." I said. I shook my head as tears streamed down my face. "That might work with every other bitch you've been with, but not me. I'm a real one. Keep all that fucking money. I don't want it and I don't want you." I said, icily.

I could see the hurt in his eyes but they were quickly replaced with anger. "Caleb I don't care if you get pissed off. I don't care if you kill me right now. Right now, I wanna be away from you. You've hurt me more than Loren's ever did. More than Gustavo's ever did." I said. I chuckled. "Honestly you are no better than them." I said. I turned around and picked up my suitcase. I shook my head as more tears fell from my eyes.

"I'm sorry Caleb but I need to be away from you. The things I wanna do to you right now is burning inside me." I paused. I sniffled and swallowed the lump in my throat. "So I'm gonna leave now before I do something I know I'm gonna regret later." I said. "Angel... please. I never felt for someone as much as I feel for you. You right though. I've hurt you more than anyone. Loren and any other girl I've dated certainly would've taken the money." He said.

He took a step towards me. "That's how I know you're most definitely a real one. Angel please don't leave me baby." He said. My eyes welled up again. "Look I'm sorry for what I did. It's just with Loren and Gustavo now making you a target, a baby is guaranteed to be on their hit list. A baby will only just complicate things. But I'll try to do better. No. I'll be better. Just please please PLEASE ANGEL." He cried weakly.

I stood there. "Angel I'm on my knees. I have never EVER in my life begged for someone to be with me." He said. I bit my lip. "Alright Caleb." I said. He sighed in relief. "But I need to be away from you for a awhile." I said. "Where are you gonna go?" He asked. "I don't know yet but I wanna go away with Nya to Spain. I just need to relax and clear my head." I said. "Okay. Just promise to check me up on everything you do so I can tell that you're okay?" He asked.

"Fine." I said, as I opened the door. I ran out to Nya's car and got in. She looked at me and I knew he could tell that I didn't wanna talk about it. "Ready?" She asked. I nodded. I looked ay Andre. He put his arm around me. "It's gonna be okay Angel. You and Caleb will work things out." He said. I sighed and nodded. "I know right now I wanna be away from him." I said. Nya drove away towards the airport.

I stared out the window. Oh Caleb. I'm sorry. I felt my phone ping. I looked down and saw it was an unknown number. I read the text. Smart choice. I rolled my eyes and set my phone down. Fuck you Loren.