now this is what caused it to come back; I was 9 and it was a living nightmare. I was on a summer vacation with my family including my grandparents and aunts. it was our first night there and it was pouring rain and my car stopped at a red light; my grandparents and aunts stopped five or six feet back. but the car behind them didn't and they hit my grandparents car; now you might be asking yourself how did that trigger you epilepsy to come back. well..that's not what cause it, it was caused by our grandparents car being hit so hard it hit us and pushed us forwards afew feet. I hit my head and that's what triggered it. so this one person changed my life I have epilepsy and my grandpa got a brain injury. that may be small to some people but it also gave me PTSD I was scared of our car for awhile then the place it happened then the right side of our car of I was in any of those situations i would have a panic attack i was scared of the right side of the car for 5 years and i kept it a secret for 4 of them. later that summer my parents started noticing me having seizures again. now your probably asking how is it not obvious that your having seizures don't you fall to the ground and shake!! for some people yes but not me that is what called a grande mal or convulsive seizures but I have petite mal or absent seizures I also have partial grande mal where I just fall to the ground. we did not think it was epilepsy again untill I was 11. if you want to know more please comment