He grabbed my chin; I thought he was going to kiss me, before pulling me into a hug.
"Ash, I can control darkness, so you don't have to fight it because I promise to do my best to keep it away from you," I could not stop laughing for no known reason. "That's the Ash I know returning, I was worried that I might have to do a silly dance to make you happy."
"The depression and panic attacks will always be with me because it is not a real darkness you control. I cannot even control if it tries to take me over again. So, please don't make promises you can't keep," I started to smile and it felt strange on my face. "But, if you really want to, you could still do dance a silly dance."
I felt his laugh while he was holding me. A nice and soothing vibration made me try to snuggle deeper into his chest. He made me feel safe in a way that I have never felt before.
"Maybe after all the classes today, I will do a dance for you."
