Elena's POV
*May 1995*
I don't want to live anymore. Should I just end everything? My dad brings different men each day and they torture me everyday. He is making cash selling my body. I am feeling disgusted after calling him dad? That man is he really my father?
I am holding a knife in my hand. But I couldn't find the courage to kill myself. In the end I gathered all to cut my veins in both my hands. It pains but not as much as I have to endure each day. Blood started flowing from the wound and my sight started getting blurred…
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I opened my eyes and saw my father sitting beside me. God, why are you doing this to me? Why are you not even letting me die peacefully?
"How dare you try to commit suicide?" My father asked me furiously.
"Please let me die." I begged.
" No, I didn't make enough money and pleasure with your body. So you are not allowed to die." He said.
Suddenly, someone knocked on the door and entered. It was doctor.
"Luckily your father found you on right time and you collapsed due to fear and you could go back home today after consulting with our psychiatrist and make sure that you take rest. And remember to collect all the test reports the day after tomorrow." Doctor said and she left with a smile.
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I am at the hospital to collect my test results. I am glad that I came here alone. My father wanted to accompany me but he had some important work. He is doing all this to me 'cause he know that I won't leave my brother behind and runaway.
I waited for my turn to collect my results and went to the doctor's room.
"Hello, doctor"
"Hi, let me check your results."
She checked my results and said
" Child, were is your father?"
"He is busy doctor, you could tell me the results."
"You are 2 months pregnant,and are'nt you a minor?"
I couldn't accept what she said I was shocked.
"Ms.Elena"
" Ah… I am … not a minor. I am 19 years old."
" You are? But you looks like you are around 16 or 17 years old"
"I do? But … I am not."
"I see"
" Thank you doctor, but I am in a hurry."
"You are welcome."
I hurriedly left and went back to home. I am pregnant. But, who is it's father. God, why are you doing this to me? If I stay then he will kill my baby. I have to be strong for my child. I won't let him hurt this small and innocent soul.
I hurriedly packed my bags and left the house. I only have the money I stole from my dad. I went to railway station and got the ticket to a very far place and got on the train, leaving behind my past and all my hurtful feelings with my child inside my womb.
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