Blinking, I am in my room again as Kefi stared down at me, smiling on her face.
"So, how was it?" She asked, smile faltering as she saw the expression on my face. "What happened?"
"What do you mean?" I asked, looking at her.
"You ... are you ok, Meraki?"
"Why are you saying that?" I asked as she pulled out a mirror and held it out in front of me. This was the first time I saw this kind of expression on my face.
I looked confused and utterly devastated.
"What happened, Meraki? You can tell me." Kefi said, pulling me into her embrace as I just laid there, blank.
"I ... I don't know," I said, looking at her. "I don't know what I should be doing or not doing anymore. I just ... I don't know anything anymore."
"Isn't that ok?" Kefi said as my eyes flew to her kind ones. "It's ok to not know what you are supposed to do all the time. There is nothing wrong with being confused."
