[Warning:- contains mature scenes in some chapters, i will warn you before those chapters, skip those chapters if you are uncomfortable]🔥(^^)

Isabella's POV-

I am really very exhausted of my life, i had always a bad day with full of loneliness...

i don't have siblings i am the only daughter of my father- James Gomez and mother- Selena Gomez, i am a catholic and i love the time when i have my secret talks only with Jesus,

my life is very boring i am of 18 but still i don't have any boyfriend, as i know because i am having a curvy figure, that's the reason why boys don't like me, they always want girls with slim and sexy figures, and that i am not at all..

I am a kind of shy girl, except girls, i never had a guy friend,

and all the men in my life are never much caring or great to me, i don't have any brother, my uncle is a gross! and my father.. he was always busy in his work when i was small...

and now also he is the same,

i had never been experienced a father-daughter relationship as my father is not frank he is very strict, so, i had never shared anything about my life with him and my mother, she is sweet, sometimes i share her my secrets but many times i couldn't :( as she is not my age so i am sometimes uncomfortable with her to share some secrets...

She is a high school teacher so she is always busy in her work, i hardly get time to spend with my parents, my mother always tries to push me for better studies, so she always restricts me from many things like- not to be in social medias, or to have short dresses or to spend nights in friend's house or to have party or to spend much time in phone:( etc.etc.etc...

and i don't have any best friend to whom i could share my life's problems and loneliness or have party with, so, the conclusion is i am fucking alone in my life and frankly speaking i had never experienced how good friends be like or how a boy cares and loves a girl when someone is in a relationship.....

anyways today i am thinking too much, i am fadeup with my life, i shrugged my thoughts about my miserable life, and i realized the time, it was 10 pm i have to go for dinner, so i went downstairs near dinning table where already mom and dad started eating....

many times i eat alone or last as i am always busy in my studies, so they never disturbed me ...anyways i sat down and finished my own dinner.

Every night i have the same routine actually every day, so i went to bed again, for relaxing my mind i always used to read some story books mainly fictional or fantasy stories of werewolfs, vampires, devils etc. etc. i don't know whether they exist in real life or not but i just love to read this kinds of stories before going for sleep,

but today i have to spend less time in this, as tomorrow i have to wake up early, for my new college, truely speaking i am least interested or excited to go, as i know i would be staying whole day alone and bored as i don't think i could be able to make friends.... for me it is a kind of very difficult job to make friends, i am really very shy in this stuffs of making new friends or socializing with new peoples it sucks!,(kind of introvert you can say me)*sighs*

but i have to go to college for getting my degrees:( so, after finishing 1 page of my story which i was reading i went asleep....