Now that Samuel was out of the room , he let his emotions flow down freely . He never really knew that the feeling of leaving behind , acting cold towards someone whom you loved could bring upon such pain . He never inflicted the pain on his face , not even when he would be hurt really bad physically .
But he never knew that he would shed tears for someone he started liking since the first encounter .
He just thought that maybe it was all just a biological process and shrugged it off but when it didn't stop , he had to give in .He had to give in to this feeling when he soon realised how important Rita had become for him . He liked to see her smile at him but felt an unknown uncomfortable feeling in his heart when she smiled and talked with some other guy . He now understood what it was ...it was jealousy that's sprouted when you start to love someone .
He couldn't believe that a mere cute , lively and innocent girl could let so many emotions have a toll over his heart . He wanted so bad to just go over to her side , hold her hand ,give her comfort and kiss her forehead to show how much he cared for her .. to show how..how much he liked her .
But he was torn .
Yeah ! For the first time in his life did Samuel encounter something so difficult to handle . He had been a smart boy since young but today all his smartness were like just for mere outward speculation and appreciation .
Today this feeling of love made him realise how big of a fool he was . Today he realised that no physical pain could amount to the pain that is inflicted on the heart coz it's something just so unbearable .
He shed his silent tears for some time until he eventually stopped . With a new resolve to start anew and to move on from his heart , he glanced one last time at the door of the medical where Rita resided and then he left the place in large strides .
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On the other side of the door ....
Rita was feeling equally torn for her little heart which was taught to show no mercy on anyone in the underworld , was now itself feeling like it was being brutally chopped to pieces and tortured so badly that the pain was becoming hard for her to carry on .
She didn't know when , but she soon realised that her face was wet with all the tears and that she was now sobbing really hard .
But finally , slowly and eventually she taught her heart that she could cry only this once , for next time she won't cry .. not ever . She took the resolve to start her life all anew and to leave behind the sweet and sour memories of her and Samuel . Although , it may seem hard but it was not impossible , was it ???
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