Siara couldn't sleep tonight. Her body has been tossing around on the bed for exactly an hour and she felt frustrated. Her mind has been arguing whether she called herself cheating or not when she was getting intimate with Jonathan in the park.
She has to hide the truth from Nick because that feels wrong. Nick has done nothing but loyal to her. Even if she still couldn't admit that she loves Nick, the least she could do is not hurting him. Because she knows how it feels when someone you love betrayed you. It hurt, like you don't have any more reason to live with the pain. It was too unbearable.
But, Siara prove herself that she could survive it. Of course, with Nick by her side. So, she didn't want to hurt him. Not an inch.
Getting more frustrated by the minute, Siara finally gave up on getting sleep. She thought, a glass of water or milk might calm her nerves. Jonathan wouldn't be mad if she had a glass of milk, right?
