As I agreed to hang out with Tristan at six I felt as though my heart will fall out and my stomach turned with butterflies I was excited to get to know him more and yet nervous to see if he will be okay with my past even though we have talked about it I feel as though he might reject me or even worse hurt me like I have been hurt in before. Putting down my phone on my desk and walking towards the bathroom all I can think about is "if he will accept me" hopping into the shower, and a couple of minutes later, I get out of the shower feeling fresh and ready for work. A couple of hours have passed and I have been waiting or hoping he will text me or hear from him I keep debating if I should text him first but then my anxiety kicks in and I don't want to be a bother to him I don't wanna make him run or seem to attached even though I already feel as though I will lose myself if he left. After work I went home and sat on my bed I looked at the clock and saw that it was 4:30 I decided I should text him and see if he's still coming over as I opened my phone and clicked in his name i started to get this nervous feeling in the pit of my stomach my heart was beating fast I felt this kind of weird feeling in my arms in my fingertips as I typed on the keyboard "Hey Tristan, are you still coming over" I put my phone down anxiously waiting for him to message "ding" I grabbed my phone so fast that I fell off my bed laying on the ground I opened his message and he said " of course dear, I'm always looking forward to see you" my heart literally burst it in my chest I couldn't believe that he was actually looking forward to see a nobody like me as I texted him back "Yayy!,text me when you get here" I put my phone down getting up from the floor excitingly hopping towards the bathroom to get ready to see him I take a hot shower feeling the warm water going through my hair and all my face thoughts going through my head "is he really excited", "will he like me for me", "am I getting to attached so fast" a couple minutes ago by and I get out of the shower wrapping the towel around me walking into my bedroom picking up my phone to see text from him I get the biggest smile on my face grinning from ear to ear I open the message "I'll be there in 10 minutes" I dropped my phone in a rush to put clothes on and making sure my house is clean as soon as I'm done I sit on the couch in the living room looking around the house to make sure I didn't forget anything I hear a car pull up in the driveway so excited that he's here I hurry to the window and look out I see him getting out and walking up to the door "knock,knock"….