"Eumjung dear wake up....."
"ChanChan, is that you?"
"No....it's me....."
"Oh....dad....is Chanyeol okay? Where is he? Let me see him." She said looking worried.
"I'm sorry dear but.....but...." I dunno how to say this....i know if i say this Eumjung will get hurt but i need to tell her anyway. I lost in my thoughts when Eumjung shaked me and keep on asking me questions.
"But what dad? Come on say it! Dad, say it!!"
"He's dead dear.....he's dead....."
"Dad, don't make such a joke where is he? Let me see him" She said again half laughing.
"No, i'm not lying dear.....he's...he's not here anymore..."
"What do you mean dad you must be lying right? Tell me the truth don't say things like that, tell me where he is?"
"He lost a lot amount of blood so he didn't make i'm so sorry dear...."
"Sob...sob....you must be lying....sob....i want to see him....sob....."
"I'm sorry dear,i'm so sorry..." I said hugging my only daughter. She cry and cry until her eyes sore. This hurts me too see her like this all over again. Why.....why did she had to lose everthing and everyone she love? If....if i can trade my life with Chanyeol i'll do it.....for the sake of my daughter...
"Dad...let me see him....please..."
"I'm sorry dear but i can't, i'm so sorry....." I said hugging her tightly in my arms.
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"Honey, you need to eat....." I said trying to feed her some porridge. She hasn't been eating since she know that Chanyeol is dead and it's been foue days now. I try to feed her several times but she never eat it.
"Dad...why do everyone leave me? Aren't i deserved to be happy?"
"Honey, you deserve to be happy but....maybe....just maybe....not now....maybe....someday..."
"When,when will i be happy dad?"
"I dunno dear but everyone deserve to be happy so please eat, you need to keep on living."
"No dad, first mom and now the love of my life everyone dad,everyone leave me even that horrible Kai leave me am i really that bad?"
"No you're not but people leaves and make us sad but believe me that what make us stronger, that what makes you stronger."
"Dad,i'll be in my room please don't come in."
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These few days have been so horrible for me. I got depress and sometimes i even think of killing myself. I know people does leave but i just can't believe the fact that Chanyeol leave me...i love him.....i need him.....sometimes....at night....i even dream of him....how much i love him and how much i miss him.....
I just wandering with my own thoughts when an envelope slip under my door,usually i don't care much but that envelope picked my interest so i stand up to see what inside the envelope.
It's from Chanyeol.....this envelope has his name on it. At that point i don't even care eho give me this envelope.My heart skip a beat when i saw his name on the envelope but i must see what inside so i open the envelope and i see a piece of pink paper in it.
I looked at the paper and it has Chanyeol hand writing on it. I felt a little sad but i ignore that feeling as i started to read what was written in there.
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'Hey honey, if you read this letter that's mean i'm not here anymore. Actually i don't want to write this kind of thing but i just don't want to leave you just like that. I write this letter to tell you that i love you so much. You are the greatest thing that happen in my life. You taught me how to love, you taught me how to be a proper human again. I thank you for that and please don't be sad because i'm gone. You're a strong woman and i believe in you, keep on living and have a great life. I hope you can be happy again.I will always love you no matter what.'
Sincerely,
Your love,Park Chanyeol
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I love you too ChanChan.... I'll be strong for you.
Just wait for me ChanChan...someday....somewhere we will be together again...at least that what i can hope for.....i love you and forever will love you....
-The end -
Finally it's done!!!!! I can't believe it guyssss i actually complete a story oh im a proud mom of myself. But tbh i'm not satisfied by my story but i'm so relief it is complete coz now i have times to correct ths things that i do wrong in the early chapter.
A big thank you and a shoutout for @Gneteles and @sykinnn_ for always supporting me i love you guys and i appriciate your support guys love you all!!!
That's it for this story i know this story is a bit of hang cliffed but maybe just maybe i will make a sequel to this.
Thank you all buh bye!!!