Alanis
It ends and they are together.
I should feel excluded from this but I am so emotional right now just from watching them that it is enough for me.
Beau is with them.
The pain is behind us and that is all that matters to me.
That is all I care about.
"You know, this is the first of their kind, they are special and you should be proud,'' Alby tells me as I watch them as they embrace each other.
"I am,'' I tell him because that is genuinely how I feel about this.
God, we have come a long way.
It feels like a thousand years ago when I didn't even know what was in store for me. I wanted all this so badly. I didn't even know that this was what I wanted but I just wanted to stop being so alone. I wanted that special link that was destined for me.
I wanted what the people in my family had.
