Jabi
Something weird happened to me in the night. I have never felt the way I felt. Something was missing.
My baby was missing in my joy.
I knew it.
I didn't want to wake Darrien up.
I didn't want to have to talk about it with him because things were going great. We had a bond that I thought we would lose with Tala.
Her name is tala.
I am the one that chose the name.
I loved it the minute I heard it.
I should have loved her as much as I loved her name but it didn't happen. From the beginning, I felt like I was going to fail her. I felt like I was going to be a terrible parent.
I didn't know why.
