Blue
"I am not doing this,'' I stand up from the chair in a frenzy. If this is what this is going to turn into, then I am leaving. I don't want to have anything to do with this place. I need to find a way to get the fuck out of here.
"I already said it. You have no choice in this. You are either in or out,'' Badger stands up from the chair too and her eyes stay on mine. The anger in his voice is strong. I don't know what she expected from me. She must have known that I would never want this. I have never wanted this, in all my life. I don't want to be part of this place. I will never take this oath.
I will never be one of them.
