Gyles
He didn't spend in our room.
He went to the guest rooms and I am so upset beyond comprehension. Blue keeps saying that I am the stubborn one, that I act like a child most times when in reality, he is the one acting like a child.
I tried to have a conversation with him about how I was feeling and he pushed me away completely.
He didn't even want to listen and now he is the one throwing a tantrum.
Did we fight so badly that he can't even be in the same space as me? Is that how bad it was?
I keep playing it over and over in my head. Thinking about all the things I said. Trying to see what I said that was so bad.
"He is just being a jerk,'' Rex tells me and I see it in his eyes. He is being put in the middle and he doesn't want to have to go through this.
I am not asking him to choose between the two of us. I just want this to end, I want us to stop fighting.
