Blue
Okay Blue, you need to think about what you are doing properly. You will lose him if you continue like this.
You will lose the both of them.
My wolf shouts to me loudly.
It is easy to listen to him right now but there is a part of me that makes me feel like all I will get from this is regret. So yeah, I am acting controlling. I have thought about it all night.
Thought about the conversations we have had and I have thought about how it could have done differently.
He came to me, he asked me, he expected my support. I didn't give him the support that he needed. He wasn't really asking me for my permission. He is not a child that I will tell what to do. He is my partner and I know that I didn't treat him like one. I should have been there for him. I should have been more understanding.