Alanis
"I lost control earlier,'' I tell him in a soft whisper.
We are still in bed. I don't want to get up, I don't want this night to ever end. His arms are wrapped tightly around me. His
breath is warm against my neck.
I feel safe and peaceful.
"What happened, not that I am complaining. I mean, that was insane.'' he chuckles in my arms.
I smile because I am so fucking grateful.
"I just wanted to love you. I wanted to show you how much I love you.'' I don't know how to put it in words. It was so incredibly intense. It was so raw. I did not expect it to happen. I just knew that I wanted to be close to him. I felt all that and more and I know he felt the same way too.
"Did anything happen with Gyles?'' he asks me.
I shake my head "Just a couples dispute. Nothing serious but it made me think a lot." I confess.
He nods.
"About?''
