Gyles
Blue is never on my side.
Sometimes, I think if we are all equal in this relationship and I know he doesn't even see it. He thinks he is being mutual; he thinks he is doing this for my own good but now all I have is regret.
Alanis said the best thing to do was to talk to him about it all and I did that. I was honest but the way he is reacting makes me think that I shouldn't have even been honest in the first place.
I get where he is coming from, I know what that place does to him and I don't even want to go back there but just even knowing that his mother is still alive with all the bad things she has done, makes me want to go back there. Makes me want to try and protect the people she would hurt in the future.
This is not only about Eleanor.
Yes, she needs me right now, I have to find a way to set her and the others free but at the same time, I have to find a way to stop Analise.
