Darrien
What is happening right now?
Who is this person in front of me?
I know Jabi and this is not him.
This is not the man I love. The kind, thoughtful boy I fell in love with. There is something wrong with him and I don't know what to do.
I am so upset right now and I don't know how to react. I made a promise to never leave him alone. Even though I feel like walking out the door right now, I can't.
I would rather be mad at him in the same space than anything happening to him.
"Just go to the room,'' I tell him coldly because I don't like the words he is spewing right now.
He sounds so fucking selfish.
Does he actually think that I want to be here? In this community? this place is the last place I would want to settle and call home. I am not the kind of person that would settle in a pack, with people. I would rather have him and no one else but I am doing this because of him.
