Darrien
It comes as a hit.
The feeling of his presence.
I didn't even think it would happen so quickly. I am on my way to him, in a plane. It is an hour flight but the time seems to be moving at a snail's pace. My hands are shaking because I am nervous, I have been nervous all day. Making the preparations to go to him. I know where he is now and that has been a comfort but at the same time, I am scared to go there and fail.
I am scared to fail him because I am the one that put him in this mess in the first place. I am the reason why he was taken in the first place and I need to fix it but I don't know if I am strong enough. I tried to kill Lenny once, I don't know if I will succeed this time.
I close my eyes as his scent, flashes in my mind. It has been days since I held him in my arms, like for real and now, that is all I want to do. I want to hold him, I want to kiss him, and I never want to let him go.
