Beau
Wow.
The man of my dreams is walking towards me.
I have been all nerves and fear all day. Like, I thought about all the worst-case scenarios. The one that kept going on repeat was him not showing up to this. him turning me down somehow. I didn't know how this would turn out. it was a big risk. I basically did this whole shit on my own—with the help of bells. It was impromptu, spontaneous but I have never been more sure of anything in all my life. I knew what I wanted from Lanis, the moment he touched me and I felt it all.
