Blue.
It is all like flashes in my memory. I don't even know what happens. It feels like an out of body moment. I know I was there. I know how I reacted but I don't know how I handled it all. I don't even want to remember everything. After she stabbed my mother again, I lost my mind. It still feels like a dream. One that I haven't been able to wake up from. I want this to be a dream. I want to be back in the community with Gyles and Rex. I want to be happy again.
Now I don't know if that is possible.
I don't know what is going to happen now with Levine locked up. Everything should be over but not knowing where Rex is, just makes it all complicated.
