Alanis.
"I am sorry,'' I manage because even having the opportunity to talk to him is a blessing right now. It has just been two days and it feels like he ripped my heart out. I mean it literally. It feels like there is a hole in my chest. The part where my heart was feels empty and this is just because of a fight.
I can't even call it a fight.
He didn't argue or try to convince me otherwise. He just left me and I have never felt more alone than I do right now. I feel empty and it is all because of the void that he left behind. I haven't eaten anything all day and I am hungry. I am trying to deny it all. Another thing I know Beau wouldn't like.
