Gyles.
It feels like I am dying.
I know my statement seems a little farfetched. I mean, why would I die? He has been gone for just a week. It shouldn't mean that much but here I am with this ache in my chest and the uncertainty of not knowing what to do about it.
Rex has been a big help but it feels like Blue is the only one that can fill the void. It is like having a puzzle and being unable to complete it because of a missing piece. Right now, Blue is that missing piece. Rex has been going to school a lot, so I rarely see him and I have been calling Blue, he hasn't even answered once and I know that he is with his phone because he talks to Rex all the time. He said he rejected me, but I don't want to think about that because I want to be optimistic and believe that he will find it in his heart to forgive me.
