Blue.
Everything is weird.
I have this feeling in me that I can't comprehend and now it seems like there is also something going on with Rex. Maybe this is the cowardly side of me. I told him that I didn't want to know until after our date. What am I even scared of? it is not like he is about to break up with me.
Right?
"Are you ready?'' I ask him.
He sighs. There is this hesitation in his voice. Almost like he doesn't even want to do this. He is stuck on whatever he was about to tell me. I am starting to think whatever he is about to say is a lot more serious than I even thought it was. I hate disappointments. All my life, I have run away from it. I have tried to avoid situations that will bring me disappointment.
